NEVER
make relationship for timepass
may be another person take it
SERIOUSLY 🥺🥺🥺

don't play with someone's feeling 😔

It is true, we shouldn't play with anyone's feelings ever

Suryank Singh

Saniya Benoy 

Life

Hey, this is my first post here.
So, i had a pregnancy scare. The whole of the last week was pretty stressful. 
The thing why i feel stupid is that i had got my periods twice since, around five negative urine tests, two negative beta hcg tests and have also consulted a gynaecologist. The thing is my mind is just not able to register that i am fine. This scared the hell out of me. I think my mother doesn't trust me now after getting to know this. I have never felt this alone in my entire life. I need friends to talk to, I feel ashamed, i really don't know why. I overthink a lot. I have lost the motivation to do anything. I feel like i can't even remember the last time i was genuinely happy. I know i need therapy. It's like every emotion is accompanied with crying. I have started meditation but it doesn't seem to work.

Anxiety

I was not gud when we started relationship but I understand now how hard it was for her and I was starting to do better being better but suddenly she brokeup with me and moved on in one week and now she is seeing a guy who I thought was my friend and now iam so messedup on judging about my body colour all I want is make up to her make her even more happy

Breakup

I'm having suicidal thoughts bc of this overthinking!!! I never wanted to love like this!!!!

Suicidal Ideation

Heey!
So I am kind of in a lost space. To put it into perspective Let's suppose I want to go to Canada for a holiday. I will start researching a lot about it , collect the resources , talk to people, prepare a schedule. But I will never go. I feel I need appreciation/ acknowledgment from others for the previous steps and that's when I will take action.  And just the fact that I need a THIRD PARTY to initiate action for me, makes me feel disabled and worsens my self-doubt.

Now I have read a lot about it and tried addressing this to a few friends. I understand and appreciate their efforts when they say "YOU SHOULD LOVE YOURSELF", "DON'T CARE ABOUT OTHERS" etc. But I've tried it and it doesn't work for me. 

I feel somewhere from within the issues lies:
1. Either I am chasing a destination I don't actually want to (and I'm doing it because finding what I actually like requires a trial and error method and I somewhere deep in me don't want to go through the down phase of it)

2. The only reason for my existence or for my NEED to do actions is appreciation from others, if I dont get it, I feel I'm doing something wrong.(this happens majority of the times, but in a few cases I do what I FEEL is right even when I'm alone)

So would love to hear about it from you guys

Self Esteem

Hey 
It's just that i have been single all my life 
Now i wanted to see how relationship works and experience it and also i would like to create some beautiful memories with her....
I know this isn't  some dating app but I'm just venting out my feelings,if anyone is interested please send me request!...😅😃
And also sorry for posting like this i don't know if i did right thing or not by venting out....

Relationships

Is it wrong to ask for help or advice thinking that u will be judged like wanting attention when you're having a mental breakdown?

I just can't be vulnerable.... Its too much, honestly. I want to talk it all out...but i keep wanting to put on appearance and my mental health is suffering cause of that

Confusion

Dear God,
Yesterday for the whole day I was in dillusion that you have fulfilled my long awaited wish.
But just now I got to know that I truly was in delusional yesterday, as my wish is not fulfilled.
This proves that you only do good things for bad people. So I too shall start being a bad person from today onwards if I want to lead a happy life.

**Can i not feel lonely by getting a reply🙃**

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