Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Need some motivation to going on going through a rough phase lost all friends my partner and i aren’t talking from last month and he hasn’t texted me a single thing that he wanna sort out things or don’t wanna lose me whenever we fight i always msg after some days so we start talking but he never take any initiative to keep me in his life this time i didn’t msg him so its been over a month that we are not talking totally wasted 2 years of my life for someone who is not fear losing me…i don’t have friends to talk i don’t talk to even a single person i am all alone and tired…