Need motivation to Study
Exams in a week and I know nothing 😭

Focus on what u wanna achieve after ur exams.. 

Firstly go through the subjects and syllabus and thn decide accordingly how many hours per day you need to study to complete the syllabus and if the syllabus is more thn you'll have to spend more time studying and if you don't study that much you'll know you won't score good and this feeling might help you to start preparing for your exams. And please eat healthy and try avoiding sugar and eat more nuts.

Books

Missed my exam today !!! Don’t like engineering 

Career

So from last 2-3 days I was very sick .
My exams are coming in December so in tension because wasn't able to study for long hours . 
And today morning I got healthy fit again . 
Studied less than last two days . 
And still up I guess tomorrow schedule is also gone .

Self Harm

I am a student of WBB (west bengal board), in 10th class, as a student of 10th class, my madhyamik exams are near which are on 2022. You may know there are usually selection test first, those who pass in this ST will only get to sit in madhyamik. St usually held in between September - october or maybe November - December. 

Now, the thing i want to ask all people here, if there are any student, some adult or informative people who can tell me if the ST (selection test) will be held or not??
I mean seriously.....we have got the syllabus and time table, which says from 7th - 16 th March 2022 will be Madhyamik exam. But there are no information of selection test!? At first I thought it will not be held, since there are no timetable or any information....but now our teachers are telling it is going to held(ST) and on DECEMBER!!!??? it's already November and we are way behind schedule....

If there are any informative people here, please tell me about it....I want to talk about it but it's will be useless....I can't tell my mom, she is short tempered and she will be worried and may even go to school to pick a fight, She gets angry in little things, and it will make her health worse. And I don't think my teachers are any help.....

I want to know if the ST will really held or not, if yes then - please let me know....

Education

I feel like I am a disappointment to my parents.... they are working so hard to send me to school and here I am sitting and using social media and watching web series and just eating and sleeping... I have been doing this since May, 2020 . I am currently in Class 11 and I haven't even opened my books... so many chapters are done in my ttn and I can't catch up at all.... It's not like I am not trying.... everytime I make a schedule and every time I can't follow it... I go to bed at 3 am and wake up at 11 am ... I just switch on my online classes and sleep.... I am tired of living like this... no matter how hard I try I just can't bring myself to study not can I go to bed early... even if I lay down I stare at the ceiling and sat awake till 2.30 am or even late..... I am cheating in all my online exams and I am getting almost full marks... now my parents think I got it by working hard... but that's not the case... I am a science student and I don't know how I am supposed to catch up with my studies... and if I don't then I won't be able to understand the rest of the chapters that  will be taught in the near future. I haven't even studied for 1 year 4 months and I think I even forgot how to study. I have an offline exam soon and idk what I am supposed to do. I feel like I am wasting my parents money specially when my dad just retired... I cry about it almost everyday but still I don't study... I make a routine but I am not able to wake up and follow it.... I feel too lazy to do so... I even thought of ending my life (not so seriously.. but I did) .... I seriously have no idea what is happening in my life and what I am supposed to do about it. Then I constantly have in mind that I need to score good marks... because there is literally nothing I am good at.. which includes study itself... I have this tension that if I don't study then what am I supposed to do in life coz as I said I am good at nothing... okay I'll be honest.... my whole life I never tried to study and honestly I don't even know how it's done... till class 9 I used to study everything just before the day of exam... still it was not a problem coz I used to pay attention in my ttn classes... and now I don't pay attention from the very beginning. It's just messed up.... I constantly worry about my present and future. 

Suicidal Ideation

If anyone know about HSK ( Chinese Language Test ) ,Can anyone help me to gather some confidence about it. I am going to write HSK Level 3 next year march. But I am really bad at preparing this HSK. I badly need this to pass. But because of low confidence I don’t know if I can make it or not.

i’m extremely sick and i don’t have the physical and mental energy to study at all and my final exams are a week away. it is extremely scary because i do not want to mess it up but it’s physically impossible for me to study right now and the pressure is killing me. i don’t know what to do. 

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