Need help from someone who is actually facing the same issue(or have gone through this)
Am 22 and i have a squint eye(crossed eye, strabismus) and am also blind with one eye.
Okay so there are many things and limitations which a person with a squint eye face throughout his life so as i am 22 here are some of my current problem with it
1)am just afraid of not having a person love me back (as a proper eye contact is required for it according to me and according to many out there)
2)i cannot date anyone (as it would be looking so weird for the other person)
3)i cannot have sexual relation with anyone (sorry to list this but i find it natural as everyone want to have sex at some point in there life (and am a virgin so yes i also have this urge lately)
4)peoples whom i talk look at my eyes and not what am trying to say or trying to express
Okay there are many other problems also but those 4 are some things disturbing me for now
Lastly i want to say :1) i cannot have a surgery as the doctor told me your eyes will again get back to being crossed as u are blind by one of the eye.
2)i dont want to visit a prostitute for my sexual urges
3) i have heard many lies from many peoples like u will find true love get positive etc etc and all but i know they are just some temporary lies to make me feel better and not straight facts.
4) i have many times came back from this negativity and start accepting it is what it is but then as life moves forward i get to understand how limited my life is
just so sad having this limited life am having
I will be beyond thankful if anyone reads this and try to help me out (or if u are not having this situation am having if u know any person having this try asking him to help me out)
Thankyou in advance if u are here to help