Sending lotssss of hugs and for validation. You donβt need validation from anyone. You are just perfect. It will alright
Sansthita @sansthita
I hope so. I just kinda feel unloved. People donβt love me as much as I love them. For me itβs an instinct to loveβ¦but yeah sometimes the void kicks in. Even though I donβt expect anything back. I kinda feel empty
Dudeeee. Iβm just going through the sameeee. The damn void itβs just too much to handle
Sansthita @sansthita
Yeah. I give out a lot of love to people because thatβs how I am. Sometimes when i kinda feel empty
Iβm the sameee lol. But this void. I tried to fill this up but now itβs more deeper.
Sansthita @sansthita
I feel terrible yk sometimes days. Sometimes I am all.up and about motivating people and helping them out. And then there are days like this when I really need some love
I donβt want to say it but dudee we are the same. Iβm so low at this time. I mean itβs like even my soul is empty
TeeJay @dran89
Didnβt want to intrude, but you gals have space for one more?
Sansthita @sansthita
Thereβs space for everyone under my post
I know right. Idk how long would i be able to bear it tho
Hey a big hug to u dear
π€ and u r doing best and what u can in the moment so dont overthink just accept it
Sansthita @sansthita
I just want to be loved.
u can be loved by anyone but that would be overlayered by temporary affection and felling of void but that will hurt u eventually so dont find love let it find u and if u r thirsty it doesnt mean u should drink poison right ? <btw i also wanna be loved i m feeling empty >π
Sansthita @sansthita
Well I am loved. But itβs just that I love them more than they love me. I am blessed with an infinite capacity to love people. So it kinds hurts at times when I donβt get the affection that I give out to people. Like it kinda drains me out you know.
yeah not getting expected feedback turns mood awfully down
Sansthita @sansthita
It feels exhausting
TeeJay @dran89
Bear hugs from someone whoβs been dishing out love too!! ππ
Sansthita @sansthita
Itβs depressing. Thanks for your love
TeeJay @dran89
There is just so much that we can dish out though. It gets tiring. And you get drained to the point that, βBro whatβs wrong with you? You have changed.β And you know inside, βSab toh tum log le gaye.β
Sansthita @sansthita
Haan. Wohi toh. I am someone whoβs always there for people when they are about to fall or even when they are having hiccups. But when I feel wobbly, I look around and I see that I am absolutely alone. The hardest thing is to be lonely in a crowded city. You can be lonely in a forest and cope with it. But when you are in a crowd and you see people around you bonding and you are left out, something stings inside u. It hurts when you are always there for people but there isnβt anyone for u
TeeJay @dran89
You feel helpless. And it gets frustrating. Its unfair, yaar. And on top of that, after a time it gets expected of you. And when you need someone, they have no time. Iβm not ranting, but this hits close to the chest.
Sansthita @sansthita
Even if u ranting so what? My posts are for everything.
I feel that too. They want me to be for them and I like being for people. But nobody is there for me. Btw I am from Kolkata too
TeeJay @dran89
My current situation is just as bad. Its funny. Its sad. Boderline toxic.
Hey cool! Kolkata te kothay?
Sansthita @sansthita
Mine is borderline miserable. And well I do feel good often. And then I put up motivation posts over Here and try to help out the ones who are struggling⦠I do the second part even when i am struggling myself.
Kolkata te Jadavpur e. Aar details debo na kintu π
TeeJay @dran89
Same pinch!! π
When I feel happy, I help out here. When I am down, I help out here. Sometimes our problems are insignificant compared to others. So I just want to be there for them, virtually at least. You know? Do my part.
Maybe it comes down to like, βFine! Mere liye koi nahi, doesnβt matter. Let me at least be there for these people.β
**Amra khub kachei thaki then. Iβm at AjayNagar, EMBypass. π
Maybe kokhono dakha hoye jabe. :P
Sansthita @sansthita
I do the same. I keep telling people.here.that all trauma.and all problems are valid. If something is hurting you then itβs valid. Your prick in the finger isnβt insignificant because someone elseβs got smashed with a hammer. Both of you deserve to get a space to talk about your hurt and be empathized with. It isnβt pathetic or attention seeking. I like being there for people like u do. I.am like βok nobody is there for me and I face stuff alone and it feels horrible. So nobody else should feel the way I doβ¦nobody should be crying in their pillows at nightβ.
O baba then toh khubii Kache. Lol. Jodio Amar road sense khubii kharap and pandemic e aaroyi sundor obostha hoye gyache
TeeJay @dran89
I donβt know if you have noticed. This month has been extra hard on people. And every night I see here, people are moving through bad times. But they move through it. This is what I like about this platform. There are poeple like us, and someone or the other comes around to be there for someone in need.
** Hahaha. Metropolis mall cheno at least? Otai hole hobe. :D **
Sansthita @sansthita
Haan I am glad that this platform exists.
Yes metropolis mall chini π