Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

My roommate is feeling insecure because of me. I think she feels like people are gonna like me more than her.
She was talking to my 2 other roommates without me, like she was whispering so now it seems obvious.
I feel scared and insecure. I feel like they are gonna hate me. That too for being my best self. Which took me so long to reach. I was happy and enjoying and celebrating life because I was actually really happy and so people loved me and they really loved me. But when I come back to room every night, I see my roommates disappointed and dissatisfied face and the way she avoids me makes it so clear. Idk it is annoying but I came here 3 days ago only and idk how to deal w all these. I am trying to fit in in the room Because I feel lonely and scared otherwise but the look on her face that too before going to bed, it just takes away every joy and fun I had in the whole day, I sleep feeling like shit like it is my fault even though I know it is not my fault but is the other person’s insecurities which is the fault.