My psychologist says she suspects I have a binge eatinf disorder or something on the point of compulsive eating

Idk how to feel about this

She told my dad (I sorta agreed) but I feel so uncomfortable.

I keep second thinking that I'm not doing that bad but I literally eat until I physically feel unwell

Idk what to feel or do 

Eating Disorder

Hey how does it feels when you open the fridge at midnight but the only snack is you 😉

Crush

Some things you have to do every day. Eating seven apples on Saturday night instead of one a day just isn’t going to get the job done. – Jim Rohn

Peer Pressure

Okay this is going to sound so stupid but i had never had Bel sherbet until this month and its sooo good..? Like where were you all my life. It is soo cooling like wtf. I could eat healthy if i wanted to and this is the stuff i miss out on.

Happy

Anyone here goes with super swings of hunger?


50% of Days its like surviving on Air and
Rest of
50% days be like - Hogging food like Hungry of Ages and still hungry.

Anxiety

I've been working on repairing my relationship with food. These last weeks, I felt like I had finally, finally recovered. I'd stopped always looking for the lower calorie option. I deleted myfitnesspal, even stopped estimating calories. Over the holidays I told myself that I would allow myself to 'indulge,' and that it was okay to have a few more treats than normal. But today, after eating dessert after dinner- I just couldn't. stop. eating. And so I kept eating, even after having properly fed myself using the day. Now, I'm sharing this with people I don't even know because I don't know how to cope with the guilt. I just feel so weak, like I can't even control myself and like I'll never be able to have a normal relationship with food. I'm scared that I've lost all control, that I'll just gain weight because I'm disguising it as 'self love.' I'm so tired. What's wrong with me? 

This whole things has ended up restricting to my bed only the entire day. I do nothing else other than just lying on my bed, eating and gaining weight. I have started to binge eat like crazy whoch is now effecting my mental health. Will all the things happening around, I just panic about it and really do nothing. 

Bulimia Nervosa

With every bite or spoon of food, I feel like k!lling myself lol. I'm sorry, I know that the world has food scarcity and I am grateful for having access to food, water and almost everything in life. 

But I cannot stop feeling this way. I hate that I feel hungry and that even if I try not to eat, my body asks for food. 

I wish I didn't get hungry, I don't like myself right now. I wish I didn't look the way I did. No matter how many people say I look cute, beautiful and that I have lost some weight, I can't feel that about myself. 

I wish I wasn't like this. 

Body Dysmorphia

Trying to eat healthy, so I cut down on all my fav junk food for the whole month and now i ate 2 bags of chips and a couple of chocolates , then ordered a chicken biryani and ate it . And I am still not full maybe I'll order one more biriyani and some ice cream. All this in a single evening and it's just the first day of  periods. 
I hate it so much I can't put it in words.
How will I ever lose Weight?
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