My problems don’t feel real even to me. But I swear I suffer. Nothing I do changes anything but I don’t understand why I keep trying nevertheless. It is as if I’m split in two and at a constant conflict. Right now my eyes and head hurt from not losing myself to sleep, but instinctively I know, I can’t fall asleep. I think I have gaslighted myself to the point where real and imaginary do not seem different.
What would it take to appreciate yourself now?
wow it’s crazy the point to which i feel this. you’ve worded it so well. but trust me, trust yourself. trust your intuition. start speaking your truth. start slow start small. never betray yourself ❤️