My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape

Hope the pain reaches to the one who hurt me too. Thanks in advance

Lonely

My Sanctuary 
I sit in my private sanctuary In the forest of the forgotten Where I've built my aviary Next to a snow-white field of cotton

Red roses bloom inside my room Beneath the vibrant, starlit sky I'm lying underneath the moon A million stars between he and I

And once the sun has kissed the sky The songbirds sing to me As sunbeams soak into my eyes I meet the early morning breeze

Golden leaves sway peacefully Caressed beneath her calming breath Hearts of trees beat in synchrony As I rest upon her earthen breast

In these supernatural moments I know that I've been blessed Of all the ways to spend my days This is the place that I like best😇

Crush

You've just learned they're making a movie about your life, and you control the casting. Who should play you?

Dreams

PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO STOP 
PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO STOP
PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO STOP
PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO STOP
PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO STOP 
PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO STOP

Frustration

If anyone is there I wanna talk 

Anxiety

Can you guys help me out? My husband loves me... dearly...and he's more of a "show your love in actions than emotions" kinda person. While i love and appreciate that...i want to emotionally connect with him...he does it.... sometimes... but not enough..

And I'm tired of explaining and arguing why i need emotional connection more than how much he gives me ( which is once in a blue moon). 
I want to find that connection internally... within myself...but i end up feeling so lonely and miserable and eventually, just go behind him and beg him again...
He tries his best, truly does...i want more... I'd rather find that within myself... is there anyway you guys do that...how do you get the courage to keep going and not feel drained and exhausted?

I want to apply for both regular bba and online bca together. Will it be worth it?
Like both the areas are different... But i have already got admission for online bca...But i also want to enjoy my college life...so i wanted to apply for a easy degree which could be helpful as well too. So is it the right decision?

Career

Anyone else living in survivor mode? It feels like I’ve been in this or so long. Don’t remember the time when I was truly alive. 

Compassion

When u r allowing someone to enter ur life...
U should allow urself someone to leave too...😇

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