My mum feels me like I don't do anything, or i don't want to... She said to me "kisi ko toh Krna hi pdega naa" i know she didn't mean to hurt me this time .... But I just felt that she's been thinking I am useless .... If this app would have some crying option then I would definitely fill it up to the bar.... 

We were discussing something , she told me that kisi ko toh Krna hi naa job , like she is indirectly saying to me that you don't want to do work but something I have to or your sister have to do to feed you...

I want to do but I've enrolled in some course which will give placements in one or two months.... But she don't want  to wait till then....

Now she told me you will handle home very well haina because you like to be in home ....

Lonely


Friends

Honestly I feel tired nd lost...I'm so used to being there for everyone nd ending up hurt...Just had my heart crushed today nd  I'm tired of crying so much , tired of trusting the wrng ones, tired if feeling too much .. would really like to be helped rather than help others for the first time

Breakup

i’m gonna kill myself
this is really the end of it all. i don’t know what to do anymore
i lost my fucking razor
i said i didn’t have the guts to kill myself.
i think i do. :)
i love you guys

Suicidal Ideation

Hello folks....!
Another day with other weird feelings....I had a crush on a boy from the past year.... Initially I saw his pic on social media and I felt a connection with him without even knowing a single thing about him not even his name I started simping him...When our offline uni started I saw him on the campus, I felt the whole bunch of butterflies in my stomach...then the very next day he came to the class I got to know that we are in the same section....Then as I started to know him he has all the qualities I have been looking for all these years...I do simp him, he motivates me by his actions....I told him that he was my crush and he is not now....so he was okay with it....And his best friend is in love with him( single side maybe) but I do feel jealous of her....I tried a lot to overcome all this, while still trying but I think I am hurting myself from doing this ...He had a pretty bad break up with his ex...So he doesn't trust anyone so easily....I started talking to him and we just started to become friends....and at that moment one of my classmates who is obsessed with him and is jealous of him....went to him and back bitched about me....Now again it is too weird between us....I don't know what she said to him but ya she totally messed up things in my life... He even insults me in front of the whole classroom but I don't say anything because I seriously feel for this guy idk why....And It's hard for me to overcome all of this...m

College

How do I maintain social relationships along with studies?? 
Please help 😥

Everytime I trust my older brother with a huge huge secret of mine...he proves to keep it within him and when he is angry or pissed with me..he tells my mom about it. He is the only brother I have but if he keeps breaking my trust like this then I'm not understanding what to do. When I confront him he does not answer me or he Denys even discussing with my mom. He says mom is just fooling you. But how can my mom suddenly know something so specefic about my life of he hasn't discussed. All betray me In my life 

Family

Tomorrow is my birthday. My boyfriend is asking me that he wants to see me in a birthday dress. I have shown my new dress which I purchased, but he said its not birthday dress, i want to see u in that. I insisted to him what does it mean..he said the one i wear when i am born.
I am shocked.. i am scared now. Better to escape.

Overthinking

وہ ہوتی نہیں بیان لفظ سےمیرے   سوچتا   کتنی محنت سے  بنایا ہوگا  اسے-

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