My mother passed away last year
And I still cry in silence 

Fatima

Abhi

Monster Brick

Yeah it's true but no child will forget about mother love even that child grown up for other 

I am not telling you to forget yaa .. Keep that love always in your heart and shine coz your mother expected happiness for you always 

So sad yaa but this is universal truth yaa everyone have to leave one day 

Don't to sad yaa coz your mother always wanted your happiness . don't spoil your mother expectations , so live happily and peacefully always , your mother is watching you ok take care and god bless you

Depression

My kids dad passed away any ideas on how to cope with my feeling

Misunderstanding

I feel like a caged Bird with her wings cliped

Lonely

I miss my dad, He died 3 years ago

Family

Lost my father to corona, today.

Did you know that flys are scary because there positions 

3am Thoughts

 Back in Jan. 1991, my mother who had breast cancer that ended up being a brain tumor. My father a me took care of my mother at home for about 9 or so months. She then went into the hospital. I slept in her room for a month or so. That whole time I was totally isolated. No visitors or phone calls for a year. Then in march of 1992, my youngest brother committed suicide. The minute I was told, I immediately went into a state of deep depression. I felt like dying all the time so I started smoking crack. It was the thing that took my mind off of dying. During that time I found out that my daughter wasn't mind. Then my older brother in California died.  One of my two best friends came over and spent the night. We had pizza and beer. He calls me a day later and says his arm went numb and that he was in the hospital. He called a few times saying don't bother coming to the hospital because he'll be home the next day. A day after that his wife called me and told me Jeff had died. This made me way more  depressed. Later that year I found out that my other best friend had been murdered. On top of this, I used to watch a particular female newscaster. She reminded of a friend's cousin. I didn't see her for awhile. Then it was announced that she had cancer and would be back after her treatment. Next thing I know they are announcing that she died. I was depressed but I thought that I was still grieving. This went on for sixteen years. I finally got some help at the VA hospital but my life had changed for good. Every one who I had loved was dead and everyone who loved me was dead. I went from being a extrovert to being an introvert. I was afraid that if I cared about you, you would die. I had a few so called fair weather friends during that time but it wasn't the same. Forward to 2019. The pandemic hit. My father died in 2010. He was living in assisted living. They found him dead in his apartment. I  live alone and was scared that if I got the shots I would go home a die alone. I just got my shots two or three weeks ago. I have been literally alone with no one to talk to for two years and I have chronic insomnia from working at Amazon. I'm not looking for sympathy. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I have been holding all of this in since 1991.

Mental Health

I have been the caregiver of this woman since the past 3 years and last night she passed away. She was 90 years old and lived in the old age home I work in. I was so attached to her and now that she is gone, I feel as if I have lost my own grandmother. This is the first time I had such a close connection with someone at the home. She was so sweet, she used to sit and share her experiences with me, tell her stories to me and now it's like i know so much about her but she is gone. I'll miss you maám. RIP.

Relationships

My grandmother died 3 days ago and today my boyfriend broke up with me. I can't feel anything....


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