My mind is always active with random thoughts, it’s not calm. I feel hard to fall asleep. The thoughts are so random that it makes no sense. I wish if my mind was calm, so that I feel Free.. and relax, or get some good sleep. 

Meditate! Ho come on… Do you seriously think that will work?? Hyper active thoughts, running thoughts.. would that let you sit in peace and focus? 

Please accept my apologies, as a request.. can you say that in English please. 

Conflict

I have a huge exam that I will take during the end of the school year, but my parents are asking me to practice now. Every time I start practicing for it I start feeling anxiety or stress build up in me until it becomes so unbearable that I have to quit practicing and find something else to do to calm me down. I don't know why this happens, but whenever I do any work the feeling comes back. 

Anxiety

there has to be more than life than just this. 

3am Thoughts

Maybe, the moon is beautiful only because it is Far...! 

Loss

I'm happy as my poems are getting published

Happy

My father recently married this woman whom he knows only since 3 months. I lost my mother 10 years back and I have seen my father be lonely and I know he deserves someone who can love him like my mother did. But I don't know this woman enough. I don't know her at all. I am really insecure about my father. And I cannot even discuss this with him because i know he is in love and he will not understand my point of view.

Relationships

I am feeling sacred. I am gonna start working at my previous university where me and my ex use to study together.  Everyone knows about us dating all over professor and junior's and I'm scared that when I go there for work and he comes to know about that, He would try to meet me and talk about the break up and everything (we broke up on phone during lockdown) or might create some scene at the university and spoil my reputation and make me look like the bad person in the relationship. I have been really low on self confidence and also have social anxiety and I fear people will judge me constantly and I am scared. I have been an introvert all my life it is difficult for me to make friends and on top of that I feel insecure because of my weight issues. I constantly feel that people will talk behind my back and judge me. I am scared that he would come and make a scene there and I might loose the job because of that or I might have to go with him and talk about all that so he doesn't create any scene at university and he would make me miserable again. He had done that before, taken advantage of my social anxiety and treated me like shit. I know the more I will be scared of him the more he would take advantage of it but what should I do I am really scared and insecure, how can I stop felling this? I can't have 100% confidence within few days it will take time to built I know. Any advice please I can really use it.

Career

somebody wanna talk?

I have this classmate if mine who is I am interested to. I can't easily accept it and I don't want to like him. I am still into this past crush of mine and I keep telling myself I have a chance. What do I do?

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