My mind is all messed up. The place where I live is very toxic according to me. I study in class 9. All my neighbours and my friends are obsessed with their boyfriends and they keep mocking me for not having one. They love sexual interaction. I began to hate relationships even though I’m have no experience. It’s common for boys to smoke and drink (without their parents knowing). I don’t like to talk to my friends but I guess I have to as friends are also a very important part of our life. I wanna get out of all these and focus on my goals but they keep manipulating me. I have no idea how to get out of these toxic place.