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Kartik singhal @chandler

My mental state is totally fucked up right now I’m not being able to hold myself up… I’m trying to calm myself down but i can’t help it…I’m having emotional breakdown…my brain is fucked up… I’ve a job i have to be at office tomorrow but I’m not in a syate of doing so…i can’t even leave the job or take leave as i need this job.

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Anonymous

Is there any reason behind this
Something happened ?

Kartik singhal @chandler

I always had some issues like normal anxiety overthinkng but since past ome week it has became worse

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Anonymous

Any reason for overthinking
Career issue or something?

Kartik singhal @chandler

I’ve earlier had work related pressure…but that eas going normal

Kartik singhal @chandler

But right now the reason is i were in love with a girl since last 1 year everything was quiye good between us. We were never in a relationship though but yes we have feelings

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Anonymous

So you wanna confess your feelings to her

Kartik singhal @chandler

She is getting engaged on 23

Kartik singhal @chandler

She is aware of what i feel and she too feels the same way but not as much as i do

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Anonymous

If she is not taking any step for this you can not do anything

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Anonymous

I feel then you should try to move on because if you will do this then your mental health will become worse

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Anonymous

You really need to take a break from your routine.
Go on a vacation or staycation or at-least get some ME time.

Do what you love. Energise, get into the reality and then go back to your work.

Kartik singhal @chandler

Thats the only prblem i can’t do that

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Anonymous

Why not?

Sick leave at-least even for a day?

We all need a break. Please think of it.

Kartik singhal @chandler

I’m not being able to sleep i tried stoping talking to her but i can’t leave her she was my bestfriend i even tried to stop her but she denied due to her family

Kartik singhal @chandler

I’m on a leave since last 3 days
I tried going as usual but my brain stared to explode but here at home i don’t feel good either

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Anonymous

I can totally understand you!

Don’t stay in bed all day. Trust me overthinking kills.

Just go out to terrace, take a walk, go out with friends!

Eat or drink till your capacity!

You need to sink the reality.

There are certain things in life we can’t stop. She tried her best but couldn’t. You really need to understand, if that is good for her… then you need to let go of her…

Are you simply gonna sit and cry all over this.

Think of this as ONE of the hurdles in your life, you have lots of hurdles and struggles left for you to face.

I know it’s hard for you to move on.

But consider this.

Put up a schedule. Take care of yourself. If you want a change, go get a haircut or hair color, shop clothes, dressup well, take pictures, post selfies. There are a lot of stuffs you can do for YOURSELF

Try following a routine, don’t let anything break you.

You are stronger than what you think! ❤️

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Anonymous

Self love is what you really need right now

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Kartik singhal @chandler

I tried my best to act normal but I’m exhausted i understand her situation im not forcing her she is my best friend i love her i don’t wamt to make it more worse for her but i cant help myself either imagine loving someone that much that your life is revolving around them only since last 1 year thought of losing her is killing me

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Write me and let’s talk about everything u want

Kartik singhal @chandler

I don’t know what i want exactly there are tonn of emotions feelings which im going through…it started last year sincr then I’m in love with a girl who has been my friend since 3-4 years she likes me too and everything was going just fine since then eventhoygj we were not officially in a relationship but we both were aware of our feelings i have had so many issues in my lofe but having her was the onlu happiness i had last week on Saturday i got to know she told e she is getting engaged after 2 days on 23 november to a guy of her family’s choice since then I’m not able to hold myself i gave my everything to be with her to make her happy she is my love…i tried stoping her from this engagement she didn’t i guess she wants it and we both belong from different religions she is a muslim from a conservative family ajd iam a hindu
After getting to know about engagement i tried to cut myself out of her life but i cant she was my bestfriedn she said she can’t say no to her father because he wants her to marry now i don’t know what to do i cant force her i can’t stop myself thinking about her…since last 7-8 monyhs my life was literally revolving around her only my day stated with her and ended on her…we shared everything she told me earlier that her parents are looking for a guy for her but we were not sure coz we both are just 21 but all of a sudden after getting to know about her engagement I’m not beinh able to do anything on that very day i cried talking to her for 3 hours but i thought to be strong i went to work i did that for 5 days but im exhausted I’m done feeling broken im not going office since last 2 days i still talk to her but i cant tell her what im going through it will make it worse for her…my brain is exploding with emotions i want to cry i want to be with her the feeling of losing her id killing me i love her so much i don’t know what to do im not able to sleep im not able to eat i cant help it but think about it only i dony have luxury of taking break i have to work i have to do that damn job i have to earn i love her i love her so much

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