My life is so messed up ! I'm having the worst day of my life everything is going wrong ! I have had no interest in studying science but my parents wanted me to, so I took it and now I'm regretting it I should have taken what I wanted I'm so stressed and under pressure of studies !! I don't know what to do 
Can someone tell me a way to make my mood better ):
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Make your own time to seek out what do you want to do and life is similar with the wave. It  goes up and down same to you my brother i feel you. 

My parents also forced on me science and then come blame me for not getting good grades

School

So I have a test to take right now and I am completely freaking out because I haven't been doing very well on my other tests and I am just afraid that if I don't do well on this test I will consider it as a 
setback and feel bad about not scoring well and cry for the entire weekend probably try to pick myself back on Monday so should I take the test or not or am I just trying to protect myself

Exam

Tomorrow will be my physics exam and i am so tensed 😭😭 i don't know how well it going to be

Anxiety

Anybody given SSC CHSL exam ?

Work

**I am in a CRISIS**
Bcz of my classes were online, like every other average student I was sleeping in class. after coming back to offline class, my academics were terrible.
In the whole batch only a few students (can be count in fingers passed in all subjects)
again I am having another exam offline.
I am scared and stressed. 

Stress

Hi
it's my first time on this site. I just need to share all my thoughts and writing them in a diary isn't helpful. 
A lot has been happening lately but my main problem right now is an exam I have to take because I didn't pass the first time. I'm a physics student, just finished my third year and I've never had a problem with a subject like this one. I usually perform well on exams but this one is really hard. It's thermodynamics. I'm stressed out because I have 2days till the exam and I still don't know the material. It is really hard for me to understand anything and I've never had that problem. Also I don't have any motivation or interest in studying for that exam. This subject just triggers me and I don't want to spend time on it. 
But I really want to pass the exam and to not have to study for it again. The problem is that we have 300 problems and only 4 will be on the exam. So even if I learn how to solve 200 of them I still might not pass.
I'm really afraid I won't pass the exam and I'm constantly anxious and can't relax.
I have no idea what to do or what my mindset should be.

Thanks for taking the time to read my post ^^

Anyone, plz give me some tips, so that I can get back my consistency, after not getting a good rank in an entrance. I lose my hope, now i try to study but something is missing. I'm not that much regular consistent and i loose my concentration too. 
Is there anyone who can give me some tips!🥺😢

Confusion

I don't have the motivation to study. I try to force myself to but nothing enters my head. I have an exam coming up next year and it is pretty important for me to pass. I don't know what to do.

Since last month or even b4 that i had stopped studying.. I feel it's too late to realize... It has become like a cycle of youtube videos then net surfing then eat then sleep and repeat... How do i get out of it?... On top of it i also lie to my parents that i am studying(guilty😔)

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