my last post automatically got a trigger warning. So here is it: I am taking therapy these days and it feels great. There is nothing to be ashamed of. Go ahead and seek help if you have to!

Life

Was having a great day today but in evng one of my senior called me stared asking me about some question related to work... 
I gave ans polity after that he started asking same question again and again and told tht he doesn't belive me 
Due to which I got irritated and i replied with high tone
I told sorry for that but I'm feeling guilty for doing sooo

Anxiety

Eramnesia

3am Thoughts

My ex broke no contact today & im dead laughing. Ngl I enjoyed talking to them though..

Love

 money is more important than person?
 things are important that feelings?
all knows the answer but still acts different..

Family

It just rained
Slanting 
Each droplet came
Making an angle
Of forty-five
Dropping from 
The dull-lit sky
Wanted to feel
Those drops 
On my palm
Unfortunately 
Was caged 
Behind window's bars
Though the scenery
Was enough
Breathtaking
Satisfying.



Coming Out

She is so selfish 
She only came to me, after getting high, to catch my possible virus so that she can get outta college
And she is fcking 25 years, cannot even take a simple responsibility of feeding meds to her own mom, hell enough to be a doctor! 
I get mad when I look at her. She thinks she is the princess and hates doing chores and responsibilities 
I blame my parents for it so much 

If I fail, I'm truly sorry. If I fail, please don't be angry at me. If I fail, please don't blame me for the way I've felt during those times. If I fail, please be kind with your words.

I am not an alcohol addict but I feel powerless when it comes to social drinking. I tend to drink till I’m wasted. Its taking toll in my married life as well. I need help on how to sober up or how to gain control of myself in my weakness.

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