my heart’s broken. I feel so stupid and empty and idk. Just had the worst beginning💔
Not really. But with parents? Yes.
I get it. It must be hard. I wish parents would be more understanding of their children.
Idk. I just can’t deal w them anymore. I just can’t even describe how I feel rn
I get what you are trying to say but dude, trust me you don’t understand how it feels rn
I wish that too. I wish. I really wish. But it is not possible. I don’t love them even if I want to love them, I can’t. I don’t want to.
Easy to say, hard to do
bro do you walk away from Toxic people or let them be there and dominate u, control, disregard your needs and feelings.
DON’T take a step? But Why me? Why always the child has to the step? Why not the parent? They are older and wiser than us, why can’t they just put away their ego or whatever. We young, may be bit of a rebel because of our age and lack of experience we don’t understand somethings, but why can’t they?
I just had one wish, I just wanted to spend my new year with them, but all they did was…compared me w others and reminded me that I am useless and that they don’t ( specifically my father) do not want to spend the new year w me since I am a disappointment for them. And I feel extremely hurt. Idk but it hurts more than a breakup. Like I can feel my heart being shattered into millions of pieces that too today out of all days. I had so many expectations and hopes and everything was ruined.
It’s like sometimes I feel like I am an orphan. Because anyway I never received any love, support or anything. They never even believed me anyway. When I was a child I used to lie a lot to hide my insecurites, imperfections and fears, because they used to scold me a lot. And so that’s how they started calling me a liar. A coward cat.
And yes, ofc…last year I told them that I am not okay and explained to them why. They just made fun of it. And concluded with “ you are the one making up all these things, and making it seem huge but trust it is nothing” like it didn’t matter anyway. Like I didn’t matter anyway.
I’m sick of it!
you’re right. At the end it I will only be the one to get hurt w all these stuff. I hope to learn it as soon as possible. For now, i’ll just stay away from them.
Wow! Idk who you are but thank you so much! I genuinely mean it. Like wow! I needed to hear this. This is the best reminder. The best reminder I can start my year with✨ Thanks🥺 I didn’t had a good beginning but I learned something. Your words made my day🤍
It’s okay even I didn’t check 😅
Believe it or not, I just took a SS of what u said and turned it into my wallpaper to use it as a reminder. Thanks once again✨✨