My grandfather died yesterday. I am not that sad about it as i wasnโt that close to him plus he was old so its actually for the best.
But he has died 2 days before diwali, so we wont celebrating it, which is okay. Its just that i tend to feel extra lonely on festivals and i love diwali as i get dressed up and stuff and last yeat i couldnโt meet my friends due to covid and i was really excited this tkme. So its just making me a little sad that i would feel lonely this time as well.