My grad result was out today. I topped my class. My teachers are proud of me. But idk i am not much happy. I mean i am happy, but little do i know that despite of good marks i don’t have anything sorted for my future goals. I am completely clueless what to do after graduation. I don’t have any job offers or backup plan. When i don’t have a plan, what do i do with the grades!! 
It’s making me a bit anxious now.

Career

She is the most broken person you'll ever met
She is in the most terrible condition you'll ever see
She has the most regrets in her life you'll ever know
She is being hard on herself you can ever imagine
She has wear the most painful scars you can ever feel


*incomplete*

Poetry

I hope nobody falls prey for this virtual world

Breakup

Hi guys I had fallen in love for my bestfriend and i proposed her and she has seen my message and not replied what should I have to do I don't know she has left me on seen 
I know that it will be a lot to process for her 
I am in confusion because one of my friend said give her time she will only text you and another friend said to me that text her what should I have to do if you left me on seen ask her that if you need time or if you also have that feelings what is your problem like does your family will not allowed these kind of things or like that please help me 
What should I have to do 

3am Thoughts

My best friend's grandmother died. I don't know what to do? Should i go to his house or stay at my home? He told me to come tomorrow but I don't know what to do? 

Confusion

How to deal with toxic marriage? I feel so helpless  I don’t know weather to stay in it or no. 

Emotional Abuse

I gathered courage and broke up w my ex 15 days back, we were in love and wanted to get married. Our parents were happy w the relationship too, but since the past 1 year he was a changed man. When we first started dating he asked for the password of my social media, and i was so mad in love i gave it to him, he also exchanged his passwords w me, everything was great for a year, we were happy, we had our fights but nothing major, suddenly one day after a stupid small fight he said you keep your passwords to yourself and I'll keep mine, we should make new friends, I didn't understand what happened but i agreed to it because i thought there was nothing wrong and i trusted him anyway, so I didn't need his passwords. Few days after when i was clicking a selfie from his phone i see a girls text saying hi cutie, i was a lil sceptical and when i confronted he fought, i understood that they must be friends, few days later he talks to some girl in the night who is his friend but lied to me that it was all boys conference call when i confronted he asked me to fuck off, I forgave him because we saw a future together, with time I started to notice things, everytime i use to say him things that bothered me, we would end up fighting. We live in the same city and he only use to meet me once a week for an hour though he use to get down everyday, for a year i fought for us asking him to meet me atleast two days a week when he lived 5 mins away from home, i was never against him meeting his friends, he said don't try to dominate me, i was only asking him to meet me 2 days and meet his friends for 5 days, until i gave up, and broke up w him, in these 2 years i never went out w him, he acts like i did the wrong thing breaking up w him, he behaves like a victim and shows that i was the wrong one to break up w him, that i only wanted to go out to fancy places that is why I broke up w him, but i loved him and wanted to marry him, and if i need to ask for something as basic as time and efforts , how can i marry someone like that? 


I feel extremely guilty having to report my anger with Meredith. But I had to do it in order for someone to talk with her. ￼

Anger Issues

Suggest me some books that I can finish in one sitting...I wanna read something so bad rn..

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