My girlfriend engaged with someone because of family pressure
I am in pain last 3 month
Anxiety or panic attacks 
I don't know what to do
I m crying last 3 month every night
Depressed
Not happy
An emptiness in my heart


Realistically, Forget and move on. There is nothing you can do to change the fact that she is someone else’s wife now.Move on. This will hurt now but then it will fade away.

Anxiety

I am starting to get crazy in here in our house. I always talk to myself whenver I am in a mirror. And started to mumble words that were inside my head. Like "You should die."  And I can't help it. It keeps messing in my head it is been occurring inside my head before the quarantine even started. Help me. I don't know what should I do. I can't tell it to anyone not even my family or friends to trust to. I also have my problem with my anger issues. Like sometimes when I got so angry I blame anyone around me and I can't think clearly. It is bothering me ever since. I am so fucked up. I don't know how will I fix myself.

Mental Health

Everything feels so wrong i have no idea what shall I be doing 😭someone help man

3am Thoughts

Anyone here just for experimenting 😅😅

Confusion

My last relation was a total disaster, mentally emotionally and physically still out of emotions I tried fixing it time and again but somehow I had to stop after dragging it for about2 3 yrs and after that only way I could move on was heavily depending on alcohol and smoking. Ironically when I was finally getting over and focusing on work he again tried coming back to me, he keptbon coming back after every 3 6 months for another 2 years. After all these I've some permanent bruises and marks on my body out of self harming tendency and severe tryst issues. There is this guy who really like me and inf act over the time I've also start to develop feelings for him but out of last experience I'm just not able to get in relationships and develop trust. My parents also like him lots of mutual friends say that we have the spark and connect really well but I'm just afraid to be able to get cheated and be vulnerable all over again.

While I'm still in a decent mood I'm gonna say a little bit about me rq reply to this with stuff about you so I can read it :) 
I'm bi and gender fluid
I'm a sophomore in high school graduating class of 2025
I want to open my own child psychologist clinic 
I'm adopted :) 
I have one sibling an older brother
I play clarinet bass clarinet tenor saxophone
ATM obsessed with Eddie Munson from stranger things
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Emotional Abuse

I'm feeling very very low, my ex broke up with me 2 months ago, and suddenly from 2 weeks I've been stalking her more than 15-20 times everyday, and watching her with someone else hurts me soo much, I haven't contacted her since 2 months, I'm trying to distract myself, bt still. I'm not getting over, 😓

Breakup

Today I bought  a beautiful  dress . I like it very  much but  when  I  actually  wore it didn't  looked  good on me ... like why I always  like colours that doesn't  go up with my colour  !

Goizz wish me luck.. I have an interview today😭🤲🏾

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