My friends don't like dating so they are breaking friendship with me because I am dating from 2 years. I didnt know they will judge me just because I am dating. they have mindset that people should not date. 

Seriously then they are not ur friends only they were acting as a friend these many days 

Avoid them..also dont divulge too much details to friends...only few people can digest everything. ..

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Adulting

I feel left out of my social circle, I don't get invited to things anymore.. I brush it off like it doesn't bother me but deep down it really does hurts. I smile and move on every day. Seems like that's all I can do these days smile and move on. 

3am Thoughts

I just....got used by my friends. 

Friends

I am literally fed up with the fake people around me..... Friends backstabbing me and not sharing any of their news with me. No hopes about Crush and love lyff.... Stressed with unwanted education and for jee competations.....really fed up.... I donno but I am scared that I might turn out a monster if this continues..Hope y'all understood what situation I am in and how f***ed up I am.... Searching for a loyal guy /gal (btw me a guy 16 yrs) to befriend with

waiting for the right person at least now who can push me out of these problems
 

I keep feeling insecure that my friends are not my friends 

I don't think I have friends whom I can trust blindly. I don't have a good social circle and I feel that's something which is very important in one's life. Hanging out with the right people who help you flourish.

Relationships

I feel so left out of my friend group honestly I don't even think they want to be my friend anymore it's just like I'm not there and whenever I speek they don't don't listen it hurts, if I'm being honest I may as well KMS and I bet no one will notice except my family.. 

Frustration

I don't really know where to start from about my problems, probably blaming others would be the best it always is, probably because we don't need to change ourselves when we blame others for the grim in our lives. My friends love to tell me things about myself that I kind of know but never feel like changing, mostly because of my lazy attitude, when I was in school I never thought it in a way that they should accept me like I am, it never bothered me, maybe for like 2 minutes or even less, eventually I started feeling they said those things to shut me up but obviously that never happened for more than 2 minutes, now when I think about it, it's almost like I was trying to invade their group. I never really knew how to make friends in school and even now I don't, we generally share moments with people, feeling the same thing as they do, when we do that unknowingly that's when we make real good friends and bond to some level, I was more like a person who knew the situation if it was sad, bad, happy (I actually hate being happy when everyone has a smile on their face just a default I guess) or whatever but always wanted to be a bit extra just to be cool I guess, I believe that was wrong by me to do, everyone felt the same way and I didn't let them share this moment, I find these things really cringy to be honest, sometimes I did it just to make them think I was different. Sometimes I feel I wasn't around people who were like me maybe I didn't know them very well and I didn't bother asking them when I noticed something about them, sometimes it was because I didn't want to bother them and other because I had this habit of hiding things because I lied, it's an easy answer to pass the question, eventually this lying became a habit because everyone sees it when you're hiding something, yeah so I was kind of a loner in their eyes. It's not like I don't talk to them now but I feel they should've told me that we know "you're hiding" or "you're clearly lying" to my face maybe not that you're hiding part because insecurities, but about lying. This really fucks with your mind, you start believing in those lies and create a person in your head, this just pushes you away from your friends and stops you from growing, to become a better version of yourself, now that I think about it I could have been so much better today if someone told me that and maybe help me change myself even a bit I would definitely have been less lazy and know how to deal with situations better, in which you're supposed to work and not give yourself excuses. That is the biggest problem in life today, being lazy and not doing something you're supposed to do and then later on getting depressed that you didn't do it, and then feel lonely because of all those things, that is definitely the wrong way to think about it but you get sick of yourself, it's like a vicious cycle that breaks you everyday from morning to night. I can tell these things to my friends who are around me now and I don't think they'll find it gay because if someone says it to me I'll definitely find it gay, maybe I need to show more empathy to people around me to get some but this empathy changes everything. At this point of time when I'm in my b.tech third year with a cgpa of 5.4 I don't think empathy is what I need from this world where people show empathy to people who don't have an unshakable will and purpose. I talk to some of my school friends sometimes so that helps and we have now and me obviously :)

Mental Health

I struggle maintaining friendships and feeling as though I am not a bother to others, so often times I "ghost" friends, even though I don't mean to, I just feel like I'd be a bother to them. 
I go into college next year, and although I am excited about meeting new friends I am very very nervous, because I'm really shy. 
Right now, I don't really have anyone that is a friend, sometimes it bothers me and other times I feel as though I feel better with no friends. 
The only person besides my family I have is my boyfriend, and we are in a LDR. He is a year older than be and sometimes I feel like he doesn't care about what I'm saying, and that I have to beg for him to be affectionate. Him and I have been dating for almost three and a half years now. 
I know I can often take things the wrong way, he really might be busy, but I feel like a burden to even the person who has been the most consistent in my life besides my family. 
Whatever happens happens I guess. I'm just a little anxious today. 

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