My friends are good they always help me but sometimes they just become very rude or mean to me saying me things like I am such a badluck for them everytime i am with them they fall in trouble...or things like  am irresponsible and immature or useless...I always listen to them and  solve their problems..I know I am clumsy and dolot of mistakes but still these words hurt me so much.

I also do stand with them always... yesterday I scratched their car by mistake...and mistake wasn't even mine...I was just trying to save the puppy who was crossing the  street..and I was ready to pay but still....they know I am already going through a lot now a days but still they say harsh words to me

Friends

All people around me are fake. Not even my parents are supportive in anything. I don't even have a true friend. I feel like everyone is just using me.
I have heard everyone speaking behind my back.
These fake people have made my life so tough. 

Lonely

hi guys, I just wanted to share the phase of my life. I graduated last year I had great groups of friends maybe, you know friends like updating each thing from going to college or not wala stuff. but after I graduated that group of friends just vanishes. nobody to share feelings with. Everyone body busy in their own life. I miss them, I miss those chit-chat we use to do. I miss all of them.

ive always wondered if the people,the so called influenza on insta,do they really have these close friends or are these just the pretense to show the outside world that life is so perfect.!???what is there actual reality dude because life doesn't seem to be best of roses all the time

Society

Life becomes the worst when one loses all friends or the friends who really were there for you everytime but now suddenly they start ignoring you and start cutting you off. According to me, one should never leave someone to be all alone as the person could really breakdown and by the passage of time, he/she might lose the will to live happily.

Life

do y'all feel the need to upgrade your friendships or maybe the level of social life you have? Do y'all feel the need to make deep new connections with people?

I certainly do. 

Never have I ever created fake scenarios in my mind at night which leaded to a total breakdown. 
(I have)

It has been almost 2 years in University....I tried my best to make friends but almost all of them turned against me by being the toxic person in my life....I gave them my time, my friendship everything....but each and everyone tried to break me....I will always be at ease to let go of people from my life, but now I am all alone by myself seeing people enjoying around...not even having a person to share my thoughts with in the hostel...I do live far from my home....it feels so lonely, every Little damn thing...I always had a hard time making friends...but if I somehow manage to make a few they turn out to be the most toxic one like they only have me as their friend as everyone else is trying to avoid them....I am so bad that I do deserve all this, maybe I am....
Thank you for reading....

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