Relationships

I feel like lately I don't vibe with my friends that well. The kind of things they talk about and their plans for celebration. We have been friends for a decade now but I feel like I am growing out of this connection and my outlook clashes with theirs. They are not bad people though. Just confused if its just a temporary feeling or do I really need to step back and think about keeping them at a distance?

Frustration

I don't understand how it works. When I almost didn't have friends it was easy there was no need for me to spend much time with the only friend I had, everything was usual. 
However, now when I have a few close friends and others, I became more stressed out, feeling depressed and lonely. While it was never a problem for me before.

Stress

I am fake

Other

People are all fake. And then they wonder why no one comes to them. Why they get ignored. Why they have no one to go to. It’s because you don’t try to even give a shit. So no shit will be given to you. 

Do I deserve to make a friend 🙃 idk bcoz people make me feel like I don't 

3am Thoughts

What do I do? I’ve had this group of friends, but I met them through my roommate. My roommate and I aren’t on good terms anymore. The friends say that we’re still cool but I can’t help but feel like I just don’t rlly “fit in” with them anymore. Idk what to do. 

We live in a world so fake I lost the real me.

Loss

I am new here and I don't have lots of friends. Whoever I trust, I get betrayed (in terms of friendship) and recently in my relationship too. Everything is just messed up. I am far from my family for the last 7 years because of my studies and now my job. I want to go home but that is not even in my hands. It is hard to believe but I don't have a single person in my life to whom I can call my friend. This thing sucks!

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