Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

My fiancé is getting a shoulder replacement tomorrow. I feel so self absorbed because I have said to myself like all day “I wish somebody would take care of me”. The idea of being catered to sounds so nice. I’ve catered to my parents who got a kidney transplant. Then my fiancé got a hip replacement. Now he gets a shoulder replacement tomorrow. My sister is also an addict. Feels like it’s been about EVERYYYYYBODY else for almost two years and I’m self absorbed about it and feel terrible.