my feelings
the depression
the emptiness
no one knows
no one needs to know
no one cares
i can't help myself
i can't ask for help


If you need to talk and need someone to listen I’m here 

Depression

why do people label those who seek love as desperate ? like we are social beings , doesnt that mean we all need love ,then why stereotype people who seek love and tell them that they are deviod of self love just because they seek love from others?

Relationships

Hey good-looking,
What's your fav. Lyrics from a song?

Music

How to forget, howsoever people have been with you in past and live in the current. How to delete the bad memories to make a new better ones. 
How to bring the same enthusiasm to live n enjoy life in them as in you.
How can someone forget living!

Adulting

Sometimes i really think, am i normal? is it okay to be this alone and lonely ? also feeling sad always? not having any friends or people to talk or discuss at all ?
I mean i never see any guy who just sit in there room all day without doing anything bcs there's no motivation to do anything, covid19 took all my college life and now I'm Just stuck mentally where i am right now... its been 3yr or more living like this and now i even started to talk myself... I try everyday to refresh my mind but its just don't work...at first i thought i should start working out but soon i realised I'm a student and i can't afford gym then i thought of running or exercising in park...but I'm not at all motivated to do that after that i decided to develop a skill but after some time i didn't saw any motive or reason to do it...also i realised I'm completely a non social guy who don't even know how to talk....i don't know how it happened, i mean yes I was a quite kid growing up but i do knew how to talk....but now i can't talk bcs as soon as i talk, i begin stutter and then stop talking...... nowadays im too afraid to talk that I don't even try to approach anyone, ..
Also watching other people of my age enjoying there life visiting different places buying cool stuff like bike and mobile makes me really sad because even if i don't say it from my mouth but i do know i also want those things but i feel really guilty asking even 5rs from my parents...so now its a complicated situation created automatically when i want something but i can't get it , i want to do something but i cant .....in other word its my dream to visit green places and interact with different cultures..but I'm not allowed to dream that bcs its not possible, these things required parents permission and financial...and i know i don't have any of it...now some people will think "why don't you do any part time job like teaching "...and the ans is ..my parents won't allow it as they want me to do a proper job and by doing these part-time jobs i will get distract..so yes its an another caged type situation for me and certain other things like this that i thing i should write here bcs its already too big "essay" 
Thinking all of this all the time and also there's a feeling of sadness all the time, doubting myself completely.......Again! Is it normal ?

3am Thoughts

Life sucks rn..i wish i was a little lucky to have a peaceful mind😭😭😭😭
i tried explaining my bestie my situation and he didnt understand it...and now i have no one
nuthin can be worse than not having someone beside u..
sucks to be human

Looking for advice on how to build self confidence. I’ve never been a confident person but I met someone a while back and he made me feel so good about myself. We didn’t work out which is fine, it was a case of bad timing but since then I met someone else and they’ve made me feel so worthless and I’m even less confident than I was before

Overthinking

Today Iam feeling
Loveriya😂😅

Love

Relationship mantra:
If your ex gets better than you , then you are envious ,
But if he/she gets worse than you then you are happy 

Learning: dusron ka dukh = apni khushi 

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