My father is an atheist I’m a big shiva devotee even though I’m born in a Hindu family in not allowed to carry out religious practices at home. I wish I could leave this house but I’m a girl. I worshiped lord shiva against his wish and he started troubling my whole family because of it. To avoid arguments in my family I today had to put away shiva linga from my own hands . I wish to cut my hands off. This was the only base of life I knew . This was my mental health this was all I had which is now being taken away forcefully. I am ashamed to call myself his daughter to some people it may not seem like a big issue but when you are spritual devoted and faithful it is the extreme of all the feelings saying that I’m hurt would be underrated at this point. I never asked for anything in life I just wanted to worship in peace and now that I am no longer allowed to do it im miserable . P.s. talking to him won’t help at all I tried to get things straight he is just so arrogant how can he enforce his beliefs on me? I’m not looking for any solution here I just wanted to say things out loud. Thanks for bearing w me
I know you are not looking for solution… I’m glad you say what you feel most of the people can’t do that…but you know maybe he can stop you from worshipping lord Shiva infront of him as he didn’t think its right…but he can’t remove God from your heart… you know most of people worship God so much but never keep him in their heart but you want to worship because he is in your heart… and God really wants to be in your heart…
That’s really good thing ki aap God me believe krte ho and all you want is to devote your life towards him… 🤗🤗
Btw kya aapko pralhad ki khaani pta hai?
He was having the same issue and even his father just killed everyone who believe in God and even temples ko bhi nhi chodha usne but that didn’t stop him praying…
See Shiv ling just portray how shiv prabhu looks their characteristics and all it’s not the ultimate God… We have to start finding God in ourselves just have separate room prayer in alone and don’t get distracted by others… And your shiva will show you the path just have faith in him… 🤗🤗
And haa you know bhagwan apne priye bhakton ki pariksha bhi lete hai so don’t lose hope in him… It might be your test 🤗🤗
And stay healthy, be Happy😄
Om namah shivay 🙏
Akash Dalal @skybroker
Thanks for letting out your emotions. I hear you. :)
Puh.tato @kumkum
As long as you worship him in your heart and mind, I’m sure no one can separate you from him.
