My father died a few months ago , I was there when he took his last breath, when his eyes went close, I was there in his last rites, I was there in every rituals but still I’m not believing the fact that he’s not more
I still feel like he’s alive , whenever I am in clg or with friends or doing my work, there’s everything normal back in my mind that he’s still alive and doing his work but when all of a sudden I realise that he’s no more and not even gonna come back again that moment shatter me into millions of pieces and my heart beat skips for a moment, every around me just stops moving and my life take pause
I really can’t believe the fact that he is not with me and not gonna come back ever in my life
Thank you for your condolences
Hitaishi @hitaishi
Hey. Your father is there with you. And what you are feeling is normal and one day you’ll stop feeling physical pain but emotionally you have to live with the fact that he’s not there in person with you but always in your heart and up there protecting you.
Ya he is with me , always and forever
I can understand this pain, I lost one of my parent few years back and still it hurts, you can talk and share this pain with me
How did you handle your emotions, anxiety, pain , depression and how have you accepted the fact that you have to live without the person whom you love the most
Do you understand Hindi?
This loss is irreplaceable and ye dard hmesa rhega. You can talk to me whenever you miss your dad
Do you want to talk personally
I still didn’t get used to his absence in my daily life
It really takes time to accept the reality infact we might never accept it. that void of not seeing someone you truly and absolutely love is not something that will go away in time but always remember that they are there with us, guiding us and protecting us and the best thing we can do for them is to hope and pray that they are resting in peace.
Please take care of yourself and your family at this crucial time. Your father wouldn’t want to see you broken down. He will be feeling proud to see his child fulfilling all the duties and responsibilities. I can’t even imagine the pain and voidness that you are going through but do take care of yourself. I wish you all the strength and power!!!
