My family is supportive of my decisions, but is not open minded. It somehow gets to me and I lash out and them and regret it later. 

Relationships

When you have a dysfunctional family, you dont need anything or anyone to make ur mental health bad, family which should feel like a supportive home enough to it worse. 

Mental Health

One thing I've learnt in my life is that the only people that genuinely cares for you and loves you and wants the best for you  is your family and they are the only one you can trust blindly in your life.🤎🤍🤎

Family

It’s hard when you don’t feel like you have a home. Like I am unfortunately not close with my father since he is not the best person, and I can’t consistently talk to my sister for this reason. I have people in my life who are so amazing, but they go home and have families and get to do the fun family stuff, which is especially with holidays. And I just don’t… like I am so happy for them. But it’s hard when I feel like I’m not worth having a family. 

I feel like in my house whenever soemone needs help i am there for them
Be it my dad mom di or brother 
I help each one of them as and when needed 
But they never even listen to me or be there for me 
I wish they would understand me a little bit


it is always same. why am i so wierd. i hate my family members honestly. they would also hate me if i had not been a part of this family because i am hating who i am becoming. i hate being locked down . i am not doing well, not even 1%. i

Anxiety

Why you hate your relatives?
Ans down below coz I don't like my relatives 

3am Thoughts

I feel confused because I don't know what to do. You know all of us have some family problems. Most of all actually and you know in my Mom's family we have so many personal problems and I know that. All of them are pretty nice. But you know is it normal if they will talk about you behind your back? Is it normal if I could only think of their bad attitudes and bad things that they do everyday? Is it normal if I could only think negative things in my family. Except my mom, dad and brother of course. Is it still normal? You know I am trying my best to change but you know they always keep me pushing away that's why I can't think what to do. Whenver they ar in there. I don't even know what to say and just laugh even though it's not funny. Even though they don't have interest to talk to me. I want closure you know but whenever I tried no one had ever reach me out. 

Idk what the f#ck is going on 
I'm feeling so much Anger in me 
My day was so bad 
🤬🤬Idk what to do 
And my family aahhh they really make me mad everytime and the situation is like i have to do it 

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