My family is supportive of my decisions, but is not open minded. It somehow gets to me and I lash out and them and regret it later. 

Relationships

I fcking hate my family so much. It’s always my elder sister first for things. And I am just like some utility who you can use for bill payments etc. 
i wish I had a more loving family

3am Thoughts

Sometimes.. the family you born into just ain't "family" enough.. sometimes you gotta make your own.

If you feel me.. let's connect.. have some real talk.
Maybe we learn more about each other as we converse more.

Family

Tried of being the scapegoat of the family every time for every occasion I  am always the target for everyone, It has lead me to doubt myself. I feel worthless all the time,  what to do to overcome this as no one listen to my words 😔. 

I feel very demoralised. 

My parents, my husband only think that i have a bad temper. I agree that I am very on the face kind of a person.. But I NEVER react out of something silly or uncalled for. I feel very bad that my own parents can't understand me after marriage. They feel it's always my fault and try to lecture me saying you have to adjust. I come from a Indian middle class family. All these accusations are taking a toll on my mental health and i dont even know what to think anymore. It's like I am always in a bad light. 

Misunderstanding

Feeling down and sad wondering why did God give me such Toxic parents 🙄.I keep on Motivating myself now and then but sometimes I feel tired of getting caught in toxic environment.

Parenting

Whenever I say someone in my family upsets me, they get angry at me.

Depression

I hate my family
My siblings always bully me and my parents don't even care
My parents always fight with eachother and the people around me are shity all the want is money and the influence I'm getting is so bad....and I just don't want to be here anymore

Bullying

My parents told me that the world is better without me. They also said that if I wasn't born in the first place...  Their family will be perfect without me... They say I bring bad luck
I feel so mad and sad at the same time 
Well I don't have any siblings...  Can't have friends cuz I'm homeschooled... Well here I am expressing my feelings here☺
I want a sibling to play with I want a friend I want a happy family 
That's it
Hope I'll go to heaven so I can create my own family
Pray for me 
Thx

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