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My family is one of the biggest reasons I am so insecure and demotivated . They torture my mother and I in every possible way mentally . I feel like I will get out of this hell after I grow up but for my mom I am scared everyday . Endless tears everyday I know there’s not a single way to get out but I can’t see my mom crying it breaks me into pieces . This is my first time writing hope someone can understand

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Anonymous

Hey I’m there feel free to talk.

m

Hey thanks it’s just I need some hope that things will get better it’s been happening since my childhood and I am losing my sanity now

Anonymous

Ya I understand you have gone through very tough time but don’t lose hope and we are always there to keep you motivated

m

Thankyou I hope all of these bad days just come to an end and maybe in future I can live happily with my mother without any regrets .
People like you shows there’s still humanity left .

Anonymous

My pleasure to help you out ☺️

l

Well, I feel that pain. But lemme tell u, dont take any decisions in anger… It ruins our own lyf… If u feel bored or something, dont worry… U got a friend here😊😊

m

The problem is I can’t take any decision I am powerless rn and everytime a bad thought enters my mind I just think of my mother as I am her only hope so what will she do when I am gone she is the only one who keeps my life going and keep me alive . Thankyou it feels nice that someone cares …

l

well, even i am not in a good situation… Well not from parent’s side but talking about the betrayals by frnds… So even i am in search of frnds so…😅😅

m

I get it most of the friends I had also used me for their selfish reasons that’s why I barely talk to anyone now .
We can be friends if you wanna share something I will try my best to help you out …

l

u there in insta?

x

I can relate to both of @moonlight and @lonelyheart. I have or say I am feeling the same things manytimes. I also want a Quality Relationships and Friends like there must be strong connection… I feel the need so…🙃

m

Yeahh I can relate but people out there just use you till they are bored . Make friends but don’t get attached too easily otherwise it will end up hurting you.

l

heya… sup?
how ya doing?

x

Hmm. Exactly

Hi there!
First of all, I am so sorry for everything you and your mother have been going through. You guys are so strong. As someone who survived emotional abse, let me tell you something, when life hits you hard, you got to hit back harder. Since the abse is emotional, sometimes you can not contact authorities, or they do not take you seriously. But my advice is if you are someone who is attending school, you can contact your school councelor. However if you are someone older, or do not attent school, there are some crisis lines where you can report your ab*ser by texting.
If you ever want to talk, we are always here.
I hope this helps, and I wish best of the luck for you and you mother💕

m

Thanks for your kind words I hope someday when I become financially stable I can just leave this place with my mother . I am not that strong to face my father and I can’t really tell anyone cuz I guess here you are just suppose to deal with words if you are not the bread winner

I wish the best of the luck for you and your mother, you both are strong warriors💕

x

Dude same problem and I also thought the same.