My family doesn't trust me too much. In the past I've had some relationships that my parents had got to know about. Their trust started lessening, and I don't blame them, but it still hasn't restored. I don't know what to do..I'm already battling a lot of other issues, I don't know how to settle this. 

Be independent and stay strong come what may.
I know family is very important but first you have to be confident and strong at times even family is not always right but you need to explain them about certain stuff 

Tell them the entire truth of everything if you can. 

Relationships

I'm sick and all alone by myself. Wish there was somebody beside me to take care.

3am Thoughts

You guys need to move on from this loonman.
We have real shits to do out there and you guys stuck here.


Exhausted

Galat Kya Sahi Kya
Mujhe Na Pata Hai
Tumhein Agar Pata Ho
Bata Dena

Main Arse Se Khud Se
Zara Laapata Hoon
Tumhein Agar Milun Toh
Pata Dena



Music

Wake up and be thankful for LIFE!

Affirmations

Need some focus. 
I have always been a good student and currently I am pursuing my masters in one of world's top 10 university. The work pressure is so tremendous and the course projects are so complicated that now I do not find any motivation within me to even invest time in order to understand and work on. Maybe it is because I easily get frustrated when I do not get the concepts and that scares me. I have been a student who has always outsmarted my academics and I am not able to do the same here, that is why I do not find any motivation to even do so.  I know that I can work with the problems and can also succeed in accomplishing the project work but indeed it requires an investment of at least 50-60 hrs/week. I am not busy in doing any other work and do have plenty of time to work on my projects, but to be honest I do not find any interest in even starting to do it. Its like always procrastinating it to tomorrow and ultimately I know I am the one who will be suffering. Most of the time I spend on social media and then thinking why am I doing this and wasting my time instead of working. Please help me in how to be motivated and focus on my studies instead of just fooling around and wasting my time in absolutely useless stuffs. I know this is a very common problem and there will be a lot who have found a successful way to work around. Maybe it is because of the work from home case that I find myself demotivated, loosing my focus but I need to get back on the track asap. Help!!!!

Motivation

I feel fine, anxious a little, sleepless for a while, going through some changes, but fine I guess. I'm 23 with this phobia of growing old. I'm friendless and I'm having trouble finishing my works; but I'm fine; less angrier, less tense, less anxious and less sad. I talk to myself and act a little crazy but I quit smoking, I workout more often and I'm on a process... Life doesn't have to be perfect...

Growing Up

People put us down, people often don't understand the emotional side of us, people judge us easily but remember it's okay!! Ultimately it's you who choose things, I know things impact us but don't let the impact make a forever place in your head. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts