Love

I'm just tired and ready to give up  

Confusion

You know its not the same as it was 

Music

Yhan to badtameez log bhre hue hai dosto🥺

3am Thoughts

I feel lonely with lot of physical pain

Lonely

Favourite band?

I am a very shy guy and I don't talk a lot but I think that I have done something very very wrong and I need to be judged? Why am I thinking so? I think I am going psyco. What should I do? 

Mental Illness

pardon me for cussing and swearing a lot.








MY STUPID PARENTS NEVER SUPPORT ME ON ANYTHING. THEY ALWAYS TELL ME THAT THEY ARE 'SUPPORTING' ME WITH MONEY AND NOT THEIR LOVE... I CAN'T EVEN DO WHAT I WANT, WHAT I LIKE, WHAT MAKES ME COMFORTABLE FREELY. I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING TALK WITH MY FRIENDS ONLINE AND THEY SAY '[NAME] YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE FRIENDS! YOU'RE ALWAYS NEAR A PHONE SCREEN AND NEVER TALKING WITH US!'. OH PLEASE GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK, I ALWAYS GO TO THEM TO TALK TO THEM, SPEND SOME TIME, AND THEY'RE NEVER EVER OFF THEIR PHONES.............. I'M LITERALLY SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED AND DONE WITH THEM. THEY NEVER LISTEN TO ME, IN HELL THEY WOULD EVEN CARE FOR ME. ALWAYS PRETENDING TO BE THE VICTIM. I NEVER TALK TO ANYONE IN THE HOUSE HUH? THEN WHO THE FUCK IS MAKING THE HOUSE LIVELY?!!?!? I'M THE ONLY KID IN THE HOUSE SO I JOKE AROUND THIS SO BORING ENVIRONMENT AND LIGHTEN THEM UP AND THEY STILL THINK I DON'T PLAY A MAJOR ROLE IN THE HOUSE???? OH PLEASE WITHOUT THE HOUSE WOULD BE DRY AS FUCK AND BORING AS FUCK. THEY SAY I HAVE NO AMBITION! IN HELL I DON'T. DO THEY EVEN LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY WHAT I WANT TO BE AND WHAT I WANT TO FUCKING DO WHEN I GROW UP?!?! NO! THEY ALWAYS FUCKING BRUSH ME OFF. DO THEY UNDERSTAND ME? LOOK OUT FOR ME FOR MY OWN SAKE OR FOR THEMSELVES? I'M SO SICK OF THIS LIFE, I'M JUST BEARING WITH IT BECAUSE OUR COUNTRY IS IN A PROBLEM. AND BECAUSE THEY HAVE A HOLD OF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING IN MY LIFE. I CAN'T EVEN OWN A THING. CAN I VENT TO THEM? HELL NO, ALWAYS TELLING ME TO WORK HARDER, SURPASS IT OR IT IS BECAUSE OF MY OWN FAULT. I GET SICK? MY OWN FAULT! I NEVER FUCKING WANTED A MAC AND NOW THEY'RE GUILT-TRIPPING ME WITH IT. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT ALREADY. I DON'T EVEN HAVE MY OWN PRIVATE TIME! ISNT THAT A BIT TOO FAR?! GIVING ME MY OWN ROOM AND I AM NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO CLOSE THE DOOR HECK LOCK IT. IM SO FUCKING ANNOYED AND ANGRY.

Anger Issues

I want to apply for both regular bba and online bca together. Will it be worth it?
Like both the areas are different... But i have already got admission for online bca...But i also want to enjoy my college life...so i wanted to apply for a easy degree which could be helpful as well too. So is it the right decision?

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