My exams are about to be over!!! Just a few more days, and I'll be free :)

Happy

I am very scared of exams. It brings old memories back of how I attempted suicide because of the mere thought that I would fail. 
Now I have to face exams again next week and although I know I will pass, I am feeling depressed, lonely, and have an intense feeling to cut my carotid and die. 
also, I had a very rough fight with my brother last week which has added to the feeling. I feel useless and a burden to my parents. 

Mental Health

Omg y'all updatee, my science teacher just finished grading my exam and I got 11 mistakess, honestly not that good but it's definitely a decent score considering the Science exam was so hard :')) 

School

Any CA aspirants? (Level 1) 

3am Thoughts

I am not feeling well today. My parents were called by my school and told that I failed in 4 subjects and this time ever in my life that I have failed that also in 9th standard. I getting mixed emotions. I feel like I should have died and I am not good at anything. 

What should I do?? 

Failure

I've been studying for 11 hours straight and still. I'm so tired yet I'm so eager to learn since we have tests later. Well, good luck to me.  

Exam

I have an exam tomorrow. I did my preparation. But now I feel I cant remember anything and there is not enough time to revise. 
Also today I had an alumni meet at the clg, I got distracted by it. It brought back all the memories and now I am sad cause I dont have anyone left. 
Before I was on ly worried abt my exam but now all the college stuff the insecurities the stuff I went through is haunting me again.
How tf am I supposed to concentrate on my revision. 
I am pretty sure I am gonna flunk the exam. Everything sucks.ughhhhhh

How to get into a habit? 
Like, I was studying really well till friday. Since, Friday I'm just fooling around. How can I bring back myself to study? I am okay with a monotonous schedule till my exam. I'm okay with everything but I freaking need to study instead of wasting time like a loser. 

Confusion

My grades are dropping fml
#needalotofmotivationplshelp🥲

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