My ex lives near my house and most of time i used to see him and i got to know yesterday that he is going abroad for studies i wont be able to see him too 😔

Relationships

am in love and in a relationship with a boy, we both love each other, and we are ready to get married and start a life from 0 together, without anything…

The issue is that the boy is not from my country… He’s from the country I am living in… But both have the same religion and both are like soulmates… The only thing is the language and the country… Other culture…

I am afraid now from telling my parents they are strict parents,they reject to get married to someone they Dont know the family and stuffs like those and I don’t know how they will take this when I will tell them… Am afraid if they reject, and the worst take from me all my things car, phone, pc, tablet, everything…

What should I do? How I should tell them without a instantly rejection? Did someone happened this with them before?

Please help…

Love

i miss him because he was more than my bf he was my best friend. 

Other

All of a sudden I miss Sushant Singh Rajput :(
What a guy he was!

3am Thoughts

Looking for Gays!!! 

Bipolar Disorder

Someone is hitting on me. I introduced him to my friend. Then I noticed that they get along pretty well. It makes me uncomfortable.

I don't know what to do. 

Do i not deserve happiness?? The guy i loved is happily married to someone else. And i have still not moved on from him. I still keep thinking that what i did wrong. I made him my priority, i was always available for him whenever he needed me, and still he didn't choose him.
What is so unlovable about me.
I hate my life, I hate myself, his memories haunt me. My did this have to happen to me. I may be bad, I must have done very bad deeds, but none of it were so bad that i have to see the love of my life with someone else.
It has really broken me, i m not able to concentrate on any work and i think the pain of losing him has also started to take a toll on my health as well. 

Guys I am a teenage girl and I think I have ADHD. I have done some research about the symptoms and signs I have most of the symptoms ok so like I can't focus in school. I am overly sensitive and emotional. I am like always fidgety and there are so many more thigs like I am really sensitive to loud noises and like yeah I want to go to my mum about it but I am scared that she will brush it off because my brother has social anxiety and he has to see a psychologist and my little sister has Tourettes syndrome so she needs extra care my step dad has extreme anger issues and my mum has OCD Bipolar, axiety, depression and so many more and I am afraid if I go to my mum about it she will have too much to worry about and well yeah... my step dad hates me and I have no one else I can go to apart from you guys i guess I just want someone to talk to but I don't have this app on mobile so I can't get into connections sadly and well yea :/

ADHD

How I feel about myslef today
Today I m extremely upset dnt knw where to start want to share soòoo many things but I have none coz I knw no one will understand me everyone just tries to judge me . I want respect love in my family.  In my family I m not allowed to cry or get angry so be upset.  I m supposes to look happy always no matter wat my husband saes or behave.  I cannot  be rude to my husband whereas he can insult me humiliate me infront of her sisters and dad. He can yell at me whenever he wants but I can't. I have very bad habit coz when m angry I keep saeing consistently like talking to oneself but i cant help it coz I can't express my anger so it keeps on building and finally due this i keep saeing stuff dat hurts me alot but there is no one to listen as he is busy watching his series on web . And when he is sleepy he will tell at me shut me up by blackmailing me dat he will call his father. So i can't even sae loudly  . I m not allowed to share anything with my parents else even he will tell his dad dat i harass him. I m trying my best to take care of everyone but when I m ill no one gives importance my husband is like u keep crying every day ur pain is not new and being fed up of illness he will shout n tell his dad tell her to go hospital . I miss my parents love affection I need dat i really dat. And dats the reason I have stopped talking to my mom dad coz when i hear their voices I become weak n start writing crying n relaise dat there is no one ard  here not even my husband.  He is just not there coz he is busy spying on my activities as he is religious but i knw this is not religious this is torture . All I wanted is love . I m going in darkness everyday.  I m pretty sure there is no one in the family who will understand my pain not even my husband. Coz he finds my problem a headache I m burden in his life. I want to get divorced. I want to be slefsih I want to be happy again . I want to smile in peace not in fear dat dad might knw dat i m upset.  Can i ever be happy again in my life .can I ever find a man who loves me and respects infront of evryoen  and who stands for me????? I always think of dying but I knw my Krishna will not be happy . I really leave everything and use my life for better cause rather den cooking for those people who dnt even love me.......

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