Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

My ex left me for someone else few years ago, never could move on from that. Recently found out she’s going through depression and she’s on pills. Couldn’t stop myself and reached out to her to help and talk to her. I know this will again end up with me getting hurt.
But when we ended things years ago, I let her go only because I thought she’s happier without me and with the other person. And seeing her “not happy” is something I can’t really deal with.

FML