my ex is in my class , actually
is cheated on me and now she wanna do apology

but I just ignore all the time 
every time she use to come and try to do some talk with me 

how I stop myself to forgive her...?

College

i keep failing. i just want this to end.

Frustration

My MIL is inviting guests everyday and tells me to serve them make food....I am not in a condition to work this much...I need rest... Even I like it when people visit our home but rn I am not in a situation to entertain anyone

Exhausted

Why do i always make an effort to people even though i know that i didn't do anything. I think I'm just scared for the fact that I can't handle when people are mad at me or upset i can't because im scared they will leave and that's why simple things like saying unintended words to them i say sorry immediately. Why am i like this 😭 i feel so pathetic

3am Thoughts

Today I have split with my partner after a rollercoaster 3 years. I am in my late 30s, I have children from previous relationship and I thought this man was the love of my life- in many ways he was very good to me, fixed up my house, was great with my kids, but every few months things would blow up- he was very jealous, went through my phone, ignored my calls when I was in the hospital with covid19, can be verbally abusive and intentionally hurtful when angry. My dad died last year and he was there through it all- I was diagnosed with a chronic condition a few months later. My life has changed so massively, I’m really struggling at work health wise but can’t afford to reduce my hours, I’m in pain every day and my partner would sometimes be supportive but other times has gone to sleep when I’ve been crying from pain or told me during an argument that I don’t seem that sick. Yesterday he ignored me all day after I told him in the morning I was struggling to want to keep going in all the pain I was in. His excuse was ‘he didn’t want to say the wrong thing’. I love him but I know he’s not right for me- we have completely different ideas about supporting partners and I’m not going to recover. The hard part is my children adore him and he already left once and returned with apologies for all of us. Without him, I would struggle financially- and I feel like I’m going to be completely alone with my illness. My family do not live close by and I’m a very private person. 
I guess I’ve made up my mind and just needed to rant. It’s a week til the death anniversary and I just feel terrible. 


Just now I realised that there are many people(literally many) who posts thoughts about mental well-being. Well it’s a good thing. But I thought I can become famous by doing the above same thing, it had become just tough.
But it won’t stop me though...
Here is a quote for students~ Hard work beats talent!
For people of our country~ it’s never to late to start working on your dream!
That’s it people good morning!

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