My ex broke my heart. She left me after 17 years and 2 children. It’s not that she left me it’s for whom she did. She left me for a felon in prison on the opposite side of the country. Love after lock up shit. I was told he’s not a bad person even with 12 felonies and 24 charges ranging from violent crimes, gun charges and drugs. I’ve never felt so alone and suicidal in my life. I tried everything to get her back nothing worked. She was dating him and sleeping with me for two months. I still love her and will take her back. I went into a dark place and emailed him every conversation we had about finally getting married getting a house together and possibly having another baby. I feel like my life is over and I have nothing else to give. I’ve lost 30 pounds in two months I constantly feel like shit my mental state isn’t what it used to be. I’m broken!
I’m really sorry… you don’t deserve that. Nobody does.
I kinda do though. I wasn’t always the best to her. We had a violent relationship where we both mentally and physically abused one another. She had a fucked up childhood that made her that way and I was also blamed for her trauma compared to her father last night. She will not speak to me and blocked me on everything. So have my children.
No you don’t. It doesn’t matter what happened, you don’t deserve this.
People do bad things and karma is here throwing it in my face.
Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t. But you still don’t deserve this. Get your mind out of that mental state.
What don’t I deserve? I made someone fall out of love with me. My children hate me my son hasn’t talked to me for months. My daughter stopped talking to me and called me a fucking piece of shit last night. I ruined everything I love.
I know everything will be somewhat alright eventually. Just time will tell.
I’m sorry… I don’t know what to answer to that…
Exactly.
I hope everything is going to get better for you… I really wish you the best and keep your head up.
Thank you! I really do appreciate it!
Also, if you ever need to talk I’m here. I can just listen and try to help or you can just vent
