my daily routine so funny ,like I laugh total day by just seeing MEMES in insta and in afternoon ill see one animation film ,in evening cyclying and walking and atlast ending day with sweet sugarcane ( in corona holidays)

life is short be happy with what we have and if u like anyone tell directly that I LIKE YOUR  CHARACTER. its our feeling we have to speak it out 


I dont know u are girl / boy ... so i called a s brooo 🙃

you've got a great outlook on life! I wish you even more great days :)

Well, seems like you are enjoying your life with this great perspective.
Have a great day ahead

Happy

Sugar 👀

3am Thoughts

Is it only my relatives or people generally become extra demanding on their birthdays 😶😶

Anger Issues

Hey there! I am an introvert. I struggle a lot when it comes to talk to people in person. I can barely talk to anyone in person. Often people make fun of me for this thing but willingly or not,I cannot change this thing of mine! I often feel low or different from others because of this!
But these days,I am  quite relieved to share my all feelings thorigh this platform. Thank you for your responses.

Intro

Why do people say things and when asked what they meant by it they say nothing. Then why did you even say in the first place. It hurtsssssss😡😡😡😡

I have a doubt alright. 
I'm literally stuck in a rut. Well I'm always stuck but this time I want to NOT regret this later. 
So I've finished my bachelor's , and on a whim of not knowing what to do next, i even went ahead and write few MBA exams, results aside what do I do now. 
My status is that i don't know if i 
1) wanna do MBA at all, 
2) the marks i got could get me in good uni even if it's not an IIM 
3) i thought of getting work experience but i absolutely hare the idea of working in an office, but I'm okay with it 
4) i applied for jobs , got a few good ones, but it's on standstill since my college has not get certified our degree
5) i can't ABSOLUTELY take a gap year. It's a taboo in this house. A big no no . 
6) i want to learn languages and maybe open an art shop online soon (have to do this secretly coz it's considered a big time waste so again a big no no) 
7) this is a headache please be kind enough to give me your views on what can I do as of NOW 
8) I'm not great at a particular thing, I'm just good at many things. After this constant pressure for years, the dreams and passions I've had are now faded. I can hardly remember no matter how hard I try, what it was that i really wanted to do. 
9) i also may need a hug. Virtual would work too. Thankyou. 

Career

Hello everyone, i don't want to loose one of my friends but she keep ignoring and her behaviour towards me changes , we have a big business plan also but she took a step back, that plan was my last hope for my life, from yesterday i want to commit suicide, please help

Suicidal Ideation


I feel like i cant trust anyone.. besides my husband. But right now, he's on the verge of a mental breakdown himself. I feel numb... I've honestly never felt this way. Not like I want to die, just no feelings at all. I find myself wanting to cry, but realizing I can't.  
We have recently gotten into a lawsuit with 'friends' who would not given us the title to a vehicle we paid for ($6k) then had to pay $3k for an attorney. At the same time, we find out my parents have been accessing our private accounts since 2019. We're not sure their reasoning... but obviously I'm a Rollercoaster of emotions. And understandably, so is my husband.  We have been together since 2013, all the while he has never really trusted them. We started a business with them that we grew to over $500k gross, let's just say they offered us pennies on the dollar. We left the company and started our own, so we could save the relationships. They've manipulated me for so long, I was blind... and even still do and agree to things I don't want to. I know they still have some sort of control over me. Somehow, they're so good at what they do, they make you feel guilty. Or at least they still think they are. Honestly, nowadays, I just feel bad for them. I have 3 brothers and it's obvious they feel differently about them too. They can see they aren't the people they raised us to be. So many lies, not knowing our family history (whole other story). Over the years, memories have started to come back to me. The 'pretty beautiful preacher's daughter life' wasn't exactly how they tried to make me picture it in my mind. The amount of loneliness I felt as a little girl was unbearable. I'm finally starting to find myself--find confidence in myself. I know they are and have always held me back throughout my life. Constantly controlling my every move--who my friends were, who I talked to, who I was allowed to date. I was home-schooled and not allowed to attend school... I finally talked them into playing sports. I made the starting position in basketball on the middle school team, but this was only a way to control more. Any time I did anything wrong, I was grounded first from practice. I would lose my starting positions in many different sports, all the way through high school. I'm 30 years old and have seriously just realized what they are doing in the last few years. Yet i haven't confronted them about it? It's like I keep looking for the perfect evidence to make sure I'm confident. It's like I'm so weak around them... I'm trying to change, but the triggers happen when I don't want them to...
I needed to vent, but I'm feeling even stronger just being able to write this. The only person I have to talk to is my husband...


Just stop your cry it's a sing of the time 

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