He is using my brother's birthday as an excuse for a party that he wants to go to 

My dad is literally such an asshole

Family

I wish my dad talked to me more. 

My father said I don't deserve anyone's attention and love 😭

Failure

sometimes I feel like my mom is too good for my dad. 

3am Thoughts

Recently I noticed that my dad’s attitude is changing day by day. He’s working overseas and  we call each other everyday. These days he’s being really sarcastic about some small things and it really hurts me. I was tolerating all these cause I know he’s working there just to make us money to live happily without having any financial disabilities. So I really can’t complain about any of this. But whenever he talk down to  me, it hurts really bad. What should I do? I don’t want him to be feel bad but at the same time I want to tell him not to do that. Am I being selfish?? I loved him so much but whenever I hear those sarcastic remarks I wonder is this really my dad who I loved so much? Don’t know what to do.

Well it's been a over a year I lost my mother and I still can't get over it but yet my father wants to marry a new women and he is making us discuss about all this shit again again . He wants our approval .
But how could I . Never I had imagined that this situation would come in my life and day by day it's just breaking me . After many discussion me and my sister agreed that go marry who every u want to but never bring her in house where  we Live in or forces us to be with her . Now he has a problem in that also . And we both are students so its not that we could leave him on his on  Because of this I am really In a bad place and all this shit is Because of my father's side they keep forcing him to get married 
I am really in a bad place because of this all my relationships with my Friends and family are effected 
Any help if anybody can 


I don’t like my dad. Although he is very spiritual and everything, he’s a lot into women. And why the fu*k should we be scared of him? The basic facilities that he is providing us is his responsibility. I mean we didn’t ask to be born. You chose to have children. Now providing them facility is your responsibility. He had an affair . And whenever I say you were wrong, he immediately loses his calm. He is a cheap man.

My dad is an asshole, it's always about him, and my problems are irrelevant. He doesn't care for my feelings and just does what he wants with no repercussions. He always comes home and vents that he pissed about something or another and I'm just suppose to sit there and listen. But, when I need a little support with my own problems, it's always "it's not that big of a deal", "your just faking", and a bunch of other bull. I try to get some sympathy and compassion from my mom, but no she makes excuses for him saying things like "he's unhappy right now", or "he's dealing with some things". He's always unhappy and always dealing with things, but it doesn't mean he needs to take it out on me, when I already have my own stuff to deal with, it just adds to the whole depression and anxiety thing.

Frustration

I hate my father. I don’t like him. He has caused incredible pain. Never understood me, doesn’t attempt to. Doesn’t appreciate me, my efforts. He’s a very pride man, wants me to surrender to him and simply follow his directions. He considers that’s the only way to go, listen to him, my elder. I hate it. He doesn’t get it that I’m a different person, an adult with my own thoughts, my values, interests, desires, passions. He doesn’t respect me, value my achievements… always disappointed that I don’t listen to him. Only expresses his disappointment towards me. Every time he expresses about his problems, I try to understand, acknowledge, sympathize with him, offer him support and solution that I can think of, but he dismisses it. He always want to give credit to my brother, his elder son. It pains me that every time I want to experience that love towards a son from him, I get disappointed. Pains me a lot!! Don’t know how to get over this terrible loop. Feel like I want to breakup with my parents, if it’s indeed a thing. But I love them, and want them and their live in my life, but don’t think that’s going to happen.

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