my dad got deported a couple of months ago, my birthday was two days ago and i just felt so depressed. he was always the first one to say happy birthday and would even cook me whatever i wanted that day :(

I'm really sorry that this happened and you had to be without him on such an important day 
And if I'm not overstepping much belated happy birthday to you 

Immigration

My birthday is coming up in few days and i am turning 22 this year, only a month left for my graduation final exams after the exams i have to prepare and give entrance exam for further studies also do some preparation for my sister wedding, mother's health is no so good, Some construction work of home is also going with all these things on going I feel more helpless, pathetic, useless. Still haven't overcome somethings which had happened ....just don't know what to do where go 

Anxiety

its my birthday soon and  i don't wanted to expect wish from her , i know can't deny i have hope that she'll gonna wish , same time i know she might but will gonna make me sad 😢How to deal with this , i am thinking to disappear on my birthday . 

My birthday is my least favorite day of the year. Just reminds me of how lonely i actually am and how people don't care about me. 

Today is my birthday
Happy Birthday to me.. yyayy😢
But literally I feel lonely
No one wished me literally no one
I used to get 12 AM calls before but now as I focused more on career I lost friends
Now I don't have anyone
Not even my parents remember my birthday
They're watching tv and talking but forgot about my bday
I feel sad..and I cried 🥺
It's worst birthday eber 😢

Um hi, so I am not going through anything that serious and nothing compared to the current world crisis. It's actually nothing compared to anyone's mental health problems it's just I need to put it out there.. so last year my birthday was in lockdown like proper lockdown it was in may and it's fine because no one could control that. Then after that all my friends got  normal 18th birthday like lit parties or even just meeting up coz Corona had reduced and now its again at its worst and that leaves my birthday in lockdown again and that sucks its 18th..but more than that it's my last birthday in this city with these people, I am shifting to another state in a few months and i really wanted to just meet them and spend time w them if not going out but now it's clearly not happening. And i felt awful for even making this an n issue i mean people are dying and it's bad out there I feel selfish. But i also can't stop thinking about it, i cant stop expecting, can't stop hoping that maybe I could still meet them because I cant and shouldn't. I CANT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD AND ITS GIVING ME ANXIETY. I have boards and entrances as well and I am not doing so well but I usually pull through in the end or atleast have till now so my parents thing I am going to get a good college even if i cry right now but i genuinely think i can't do it this time.. entrances are 100× more competitive than boards and other stuff till now.. and its saddening to see the news and hear about relatives dying I just sit half a day thinking abt it. It just feels like all these different thought are messing with my head and affecting my overall productivity. I NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY LIKE ITS NOBODYS FAULT ITS IN LOCKDOWN AGAIN ugh I just dont know how and then I feel bad to even think or talk about it coz it's hardly a problem and other stress...

Overthinking

Why does your family want to plan your birthday and invite shit amount of people and not care you’re socially awkward. Like yeah, sure, go ahead and ruin my day!!!!

3am Thoughts

I Don't know how everyone manages to make my birthday about them. My sister told me "I want to eat noodles from that place"  I was like "hello, did you even care to ask me if I want to do the same?" 
I am.on my period and it hurts like crap. I made a sandwich for her but I got no thanks. God.

Its my ex birthday today i am not wishing him as he has asked me to contact him again but i m feeling anxious

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