Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

My close friend and the frnd who was there with me when each and every one left me and the person who has never left me alone is no more and iam feeling so lonely and first a fall i don’t know what i am feeling its just breaking my heart .i was like every one left me alone will u leave me alone like every on i asked…he said that he will never leave me alone like every one he said that he will be by my side .i used to call him papa .now its just hurting me alot .i can’t accept the reality that he is no more .It’s just breaking me and my frnds a lot…he died on july 4 in an accident when all of my frnds went for an trip…and in inter college i used to be in hostel and there used to be one girl who just loves me and used to take care of me a lot .what ever i need without saying to anyone she used to bring to me and din’t care about her . I was not by her side when she was going through a lot of problem. i dint know that she was going through very tough condition i have taken some care but not so much and i regret a that. she died 3 years back due to her problems and i regret that i was not with here in her tough time…the people who loves me and used to take care of me are no more its breaking my heart…I MISS THEM A LOT…