my classmates are so annoying it’s literally to the point i don’t wanna join class anymore 😭

To just remember this and focus of other half the good people

Honestly ur so annoying for bashing this person they were saying their opinion so shut up. This is a safe space for everyone. 😒✌️

Don't quit cause of half there's other half who are there for you

School

Tired of same routine....still no improvement....just 20 days left...can feel myself as a failure but nothing else 😪

Books

Idk what is wrong with me. There is this guy with whom I just cannot speak I mean it's only him speaking all the time & from my side it's only Hmm, yeah, yes. I think I am gonna lose him because of my lack of communication skills. I am really afraid. I mean no guys likes to talk to a girl who does this right. What should I do whenever I am on call with him or in person I literally forget all the words & I am unable to phrase the sentences my vocabulary becomes so weak. But it is not so with others. What is wrong with me. This is some weird kinda problem, right? Or is it my lack of confidence? Idk. Please help me out. If I don't change it he'll lose interest in me. If someone does that to me I would never speak with that person but he still wants to speak with me. 

Friends

Mood swings Irritation frustration, Low energy no I'm not doing this with intention.... I'm not getting frustrated or irritated bcoz I'm Rude....
It just bcoz I'm on my periods... Why can't you guys understand me... Mom you too... You are thinking that I'm making a scene.... Being rude no.... I expected atleast you being a women too you'll understand me.... But instead you bursted on me... Fk this is something you always did always...


3am Thoughts

I’ve been more stressed recently, and I don’t know if I am as stressed as I was a few years ago, because I could of just gotten used to it. I try to have energy to do stuff that I want to keep me going, but with chronic pain and multiple weekly doctors visits, and then normal cleaning is hard to do.
I think I just have gotten used to my body not cooperating with my brain… but I could just be too tired to care.
I’ve accepted my death but I don’t think the ones I love have, some still think that putting on clothes isn’t too hard for me. By the the 1 hour time were I’m going to shower I’m already exhausted, and I disappoint myself every time I fail at living.
I feel I’m contastly trying to avoid a ptsd episode, because just the feeling and idea of stress takes me back but I can’t or otherwise doctors will be put on hold and I won’t get help.
I’m having a dental surgery and I’m going to be put under sleep, im staying an extra two hours because I’m high risk. It takes two hours to get there and I’m not allowed to eat, but that can be dangerous because of one of my conditions. My therapy appointment that I’ve been waiting on that I tremendously need was cancelled because it was double booked. I’m eventually going to crack, and I don’t know how if everyone’s strong enough for that yet

PTSD

I'm now feeling anxiety wt to do now . What should I start with . So many things to do but still my mind is not working 

Conflict

Jaane kyu hum iss daur mai kiche aaye jaa saamne mile log jhute nikle .. aur ek screen ke piche mile log sache nikle hum bhi na jaane kis daur mai kiche aaye.. 

Life

It's getting heavy again. I don't think i will ever find love again. I invested all my love and emotions towards someone who left me at my lowest. I am unable to detach myself from her. I just want to sleep peacefully for one time only without any burden over my chest. 

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