My chest feels so heavy with all the hyper activity in my brain, I want to free myself of this chaotic mind. I feel dejected and left alone.

Does your mental hyperactivity revolve around one topic or not?

Brain be stupid and be hyoeractive when we expect calmness

Mind is that part that keeps working constantly 24/7. You are never free. What you can do is find someone to share your thoughts with. Or maybe write those thoughts in a dairy. If you let it out, might help you in calming yourself a little. Hope it helps. Love❤️

Avoid thinking as much as possible.... start to feel the life

Bipolar Disorder

Kyun rooh meri ye sahe 

Hallucination

i've been sexually assaulted, that didn't stop me for living my life, yet the only thing that makes me feel down, my fam, friends... 
i want to change myself for the better but i feel that everything is against me, yet i also wanna fight to win myself back i started to become feelingless and that gives me hard time, i need an advice please!
what would you do if you were me?

Anxiety

I just wanna end this life. It hurts too much

Suicidal Ideation

Is it more important to be respected or liked ?? I think some wise people can answer this bothering questions 

3am Thoughts

Very sad, hurt. Hurt by my own parents, family. 
Tryinr to live and find a purpose without having anything. Of my own, not even skills. When you live in an abusive houselhold. 

Depression

At age of 25 , broken ship with opposite tides of deep thinking searching for destination..🌜

Dreams

Why nobody find me worthy enough to listen what I feel? I am tired of being ignored...

Lonely

I have a friend of mine. She is my friend for more than a decade. I have always tried to give friendships more value than anything else. To be available emotionally to my friends, even when I am feeling low has been my priority from childhood. So, I have been helping my 'this' friend emotionally by listening to her every problems , giving solutions and being emotionally available(as we cannot meet often, long distance friendship) for her from decades. Despite my super busy schedule,my super low mood times too, I have listened to her all sob stories , melodramas daily. I never used to share about my problems much with her because, People cannot help me in my problems,I have to help myself ,i know that. But, now sometimes when I share my thoughts and my life issues to her ,she gets too busy in her schedule and doesn't reply to me. She acknowledges that I have been super helpful to her all these years.But, more than acknowledgement i need her to listen to my little problems(which i share once or twice in a blue moon) unlike her, who used to whine about same problems over and over again. I feel so empty and used inside.I want to break this friendship but I am not able to.I cannot tell her that she is not giving her time to me whereas I gave her always. I have no one to share about this too😔  why people are like this? why could I never find a friend who is as undersfanding as me? I have faced these issues with multiple friends. But,'this' friend hurts me more because we are friends for more than a decade and I can't break up with her.

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