My cat sings these beautiful songs of lonely forebodings to get our attention and if we go near him, he dashes to the next room.

Just like most men. They lead you on and as soon as you express your emotions for them, they run away. hahahahaha

Other

My beloved cat died 4 days ago unexpectedly. I am in a horrible place. She was just 4 years old and full of life. She had a fight with street cat and I was not there to protect her. She seemed a bit scared but fine for the entire day. Next day within hours she just gave up. Took her to the hospital but she passed away in my arms. I am heartbroken like never before. I want her back. Want to touch her again. Hold her. Hear her meows. She was my baby. I failed her. She was mine and I couldn't protect her. Nobody understands my pain right now. How much she meant to me.
 

Pets

Being good just gets you used. Nothing else. 

I was doing my usual morning walk  today and found my missing cat dead. I feel horrible. He's was my best friend and I loved him so much. He was going to turn 5 this year. No words can describe how much I love him but he's gone and I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. 

Labs are the cutest. Can’t change my mind🐾

Love

 Life is so unfair 🥴


Social Anxiety

Anyone here have cat 🐈 😻 ??

Hope

When I see dog 🐶 I see locality
But when I see human I am confused 😂😂

Current Affairs

I live in a house with my parents who don't understand me and show negetive emotions to who I am all the time, I am dealing with that in therapy.
But what got through everything is my cat her u judgmental meow was music to my ears! She is only one who made me want to cheer up put food pet play. We do leave out to roam about in the balcony. 
Today she escaped and returned and has been 24hrs now. 
I am so gonna crave her meow, and is going to leave me so anxious and need for empathy with not a single person to recive it from. 
I know 24hrs is too less to loose hope, but my cat in 3 years hasn't done this ever, and we tried searching for her in a decent radius around as well, and didn't find her, so odds are really not in positive sense.
My friend had a theory which said if some one feeds her fish she may choose to stay at thier place.
And I always kept thinking of getting dish and putting for her and I never did... 
I really wish I had done things differently, 
As I type this one thing I realise is I'm going to watch Grey's anatomy, that's series has helped me deal with losses, doctors have to see the losses and move on. 
This is why Journaling helps so much. 
I really don't think I should post this, too long. But I think Im just gonna wing it, Say Jai and post it. 

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