My Boyfriend's side family and his cousins they are so immature that they can't see us happy
My boyfriend keeps my pic as his wallpaper his love is loud and expressive he does everything for me  
But  his family keeps on talking behind our back about whatever he does for me it's not like he doesn't look after them he treats us all equally but they don't seem happy and I think they are finding it difficult to accept me or maybe they simply don't like me 

So bro like don't care abt them rn if they can't accept uh ...try to make uh like them or if also they don't then uh shouldn't give a shit abt that things as boyf loves uh and that's more than enough 

Sh!tty app, banning the people for no reason 

3am Thoughts

I spend too much time on social media, I think that's because I lack "real world" friends.

Friends

Is there even any boy out there who doesn't watch p_rn??

It's very difficult to study these days especially because I am not in the hostel.. I have constant flashbacks of all that triggers me. I keep myself busy, journal but every time I am sad, I end up blaming my ex, it is certain to me that he wants to talk to me just in order to "help" me but not as friends.. it I know it is toxic for a long term. I can't focus on some days at all.. I just sleep it away for 12 hours or even more.. but the moment I wake up my mood is melancholic and nothing makes me happy. Sometimes I wake up with a horrible nightmare w him in it.. 

I broke up with my best friend too because I was constantly let down and I felt inferior. It's difficult to get through each day. It hurts, all the time. 

with all this happening, I feel there is certainly some flaw in me which makes me incapable for people handling. it feels unworthy and sick.😩



Anxiety

You know this feeling when a guy ask you out for a date and you say no because of final exams but then after 2 years he found his soulmate and you are still confused and clueless . Even feel jealous but I can't console yourself .😵

Crush

I confessed my feeling to my crush he never said yes or no it is a bit bothering I want to move on but I think I am stuck between does he likes me or not it has been 1 year I confessed to him seems like I never want him to answer even I know he doesn't have feeling but hoping he also likes me back is tiresome pain is all I think when I think about him I liked him I want to at least remember our good time but I cant it is painful but what shall I do

One Sided Love

I don’t understand why do humans always hurt the one’s they love and why can’t it ever be not complicated. 

Relationships

why am i never the first option? im that one friend thats no ones main priority or just main friend im always the second option, to everything. That first option is always my best friend. i fucking hate it. Today she told me she couldn’t hang cuz of her parents then i see her location at my other friends house and turns out shes hanging with her bf and my other bsf and two of my other friends, they didn’t even think of inviting me and i had to find out through snap map. i just feel so unseen, im j invisible to them. I have no one else to talk too, im so done with staring at my phone waiting for anyone to text me and actually start a convo with me. Am i that unloveable. This isn’t the first time they hang out without inviting me, on Friday they went to a party and didn’t care to invite me and they were flexing about it all through school and i just stood there quietly on the verge of tears. Theres just so much shit in my life i just cant i need someone to talk too…

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