My boss is sometimes an asshole. He screams like a crazy person. It’s so bad that it’s hurtful. 

I wish it was. Have been working throughout the day still he feels like no work has been done. 

Haha! I can feel you! 💯🌸 . May be he’s going through a mental trauma 

Anger Issues

My two best friends started hanging out without me. We don’t talk anymore. I have a depression and they don’t know but they wouldn’t care. I have no more friends... I feel so alone
They know I’m not ok and keep posting things together, knowing that it hurts me, they just stoped caring about me

Lonely

Thndi lgrhi

Physical Health

What are your views on marriage as a way to progress in life? I've heard many successful people say that a good partner helped them accelerate in career and support, too.



Career

About me I'm 28 now and diagnosed with depression at the age of 12 and the struggle still continues. To add it to it anxiety disorder leading to chronic panic attacks began 4 years ago and it is something I'm still struggling to take control on. The medications and some psychotherapy are going on. But struggle continues. Each morning it's like a battlefield going on in my head. It's difficult to make the choice of going into the day to face my weaknesses. The other choice of not going into the day and just continue sleeping seems an easy option and quite often end up choosing this option over the first one. There have been multiple major life collapse instances and somehow made it back again because of the support system I have in my life. I'm on the verge of another collapse as because of my illness and frequent absences may cost my job which I had always dreamt of having and have already served 4 years. I'm really really scared that this is something I will really find it difficult to cope up. I admit I have suicidal thoughts as well. But have never gained courage to take action because all I can imagine at that moment is my parents crying inconsolably seeing me lying dead in front of them. Don't ever want to let this happen in my life. I would rather accept the reality and look for other options. It's difficult but trying my best to try to distract my mind and not let suicidal thoughts take control over me. I don't open up easily with my parents. Without  their knowledge I have been seeing couple of psychologists with whom atleast I'm able to share what's going inside my mind. I really have no friends no close relative with whom I can speak openly and also don't talk much about my thoughts and emotions with parents lately because it's already been 15 years they have been there for me but I really feel guilty on myself that I don't want to become a burden on them now because they are also ageing and they also have health issues. In office environment hardly anyone sees me as a worthy individual. From the time people have known that I have mental illness people have either stopped interacting with me or have limited their interaction to very minimal. So there is no one to reach out for in the work environment as well. So with next to nil social circle I almost lead a lonely and isolated life feeling worthless helpless and hopeless often. But I really don't want to make my mental illness my identity. I have already come to realisation over the years that mental illness like depression and anxiety are mental illnesses just like physical illness but there's lot of stigma associated in the society. I know and always try to maintain just one thing let whatever bad happen due to my illness the only thing that I need to resist is suicide at any cost. But the fear is always there. So trying to take extra outside help from outside world.

Mental Health

Can't be good all the time 

3am Thoughts

How do I tell the guy I’m talking to that I don’t want to anymore. I have different priorities right now and can’t do it

I feel useless.
My heart hurts.
My minds hazy.
I cant breathe.
I feel alone.
I want to cry but why cant I?



Anxiety

One of my friends was in a bad circle. He is very responsible and smart. Because of peer pressure he started doing bad stuff but now he has made a decision of staying away from them and join a new circle who would motivate him to achieve his goals.

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