My Bf asked me that weather we should do open relationship or not , but we have a stable relation with each other. 
I dont know weather im overthinking this or not but i think that i am not able to satisfy him.
Help me!

I guess he is already seeing someone or is interested in someone, that's why he is asking for this

3am Thoughts

Any married person here? 

Does anyone know about any free no fap group to join ? Please let me know.. I really need to get into one! 

Depression

I really feel like I'm done with this life, I wanna sleep peacefully tonight and never wake up again. I miss my grandmother today she passed away 4 years back, and I was closest to her. I feel like I've guarded myself now, I don't want anybody around me. I just wanna sleep tonight and never wake up again. I have this feeling of being incomplete and helplessness to some other extent. 

Anxiety

It's weird that I can show love to other people and Hate myself at the same time. I wanna love myself but I really can't and I'm trying.

How do i convince my parents for my distant studies like Pune or Bangalore so that they would send me because here there are no good opportunities.

Job Security

From the past few years my mom has been cheating on my dad but their marriage is not so good he is always mentally torching my mom. Always calling her and saying something when they sleep and my dad wakes up sometimes he always start saying something to my mom. My mom is working and he is always calling her to talk to him and if she doesn't picks up her phone he calls on her office number or sometimes go to her office without informing her which created a bad image of him in my mom's office. Even in home he is always shouting on her and my grandma and dad is always putting restrictions on her like she cannot wear saree to her office or she cannot wear jeans in home or office which makes me mad and i hate how they restrict her from doing things she cannot go to her parents house cannot meet her brothers we meet secretly and my mom's side is not invited in our home either whenever my mom's family come my grandma always say she is not good and blah blah. I feel really bad for her they say so many mean things for her. When i got to know my mom was cheating on my dad i was angry but i feel like she's happy with him and looking at home situation i feel like cheating on my dad is right thing to do. I don't know if this is right but I really want my mom to live happily because she is the only one who's supporting us and my dad doesn't do anything he does not know anything about or he doesn't helps us financially as well. I want my mom to get divorce but it's not easy to get divorce for her and for us as well ☹️

Family

Feeling absolutely worthless as a human. I am in college and this year I got burned out for some reason and I really want to make a come back. Though I don't care much about my grades, I totally procrastinate my goals and can't even spend an hour on learning. All my ambitions make no sense to me now. It all seems unfeasible. 2 years of online college has ruined my life. I am just staying mute while the time is flying. 


Mental Wellbeing

As a science student , my mom n dad always had a dream of me studying at an IIT. So I started studying for it. But I failed on my 1st attempt ( 12th class attempt) so I dropped a year and studied ..I cleared the exam but unfortunately I was only selected for preparatory course at IIT Jodhpur..so I completed that course ( 1 year course ) and from 6th of December my 1st year classes will start..but the thing that eating me up is my school friends are already in 3rd year meanwhile me starting my 1st year now 🥲🥺

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