My best friend is upset with me. He and I know each other since 4 years. He's someone I can never imagine to lose. What to do? 

Understand what is reason he is upset about.
Confront and make him understand you are there for him always and look forward for next meet or talk once he settles down.

3am Thoughts

How do I get over somebody? I try so hard yet I go to bed with them on my mind, and my first thought in the morning is always them. 

Crush

So, i am getting all the anxiety from past few days. I am a 27 year old girl, eldest in the house. I have the responsibility of financing my sister's education. I have only few savings as i spent all on her studies and govt job preparation. At this point my parents want me to get married for which i am mentally not ready. My bf's parents are very strict and they denied for our marriage. Even if i marry my bf i will have to live alone as his job is in Armed forces. I want to switch my job and want to settle in a better way. The idea of marriage is making me feel low. I am not able to think of how much my life is going to change. Being the responsible one, i will always have to carry the responsibility of the relationship because my bf thinks i can do it better. What if his parents don't accept our relationship, i think it will affect our future as i don't want him to give up on his family. And i am having a trouble deciding what to prioritize first. I am just thinking but not able to perform.

Anxiety

Idk how I actually feel.. it's like I have a bf but because of his family issues he isn't able to like pay attention. Like I understand okaay I understand his issues support him listens to him but it's just just him right? I need someone too. I was on my periods and I just wanted him to just for a sec even ask me if I was doing good and did I take any meds or just that he was proud of me that I am strong to deal with it. But instead he didn't do anything and when his problems were sort he continued to talk on call when I was having severe cramps and when I told him this at night he was like ki i didn't asked him if he had done breakfast which he didn't. It's likee i listened to him whole day and he didn't cared abt me but himself and then i was blamed that I didn't ask him for food. Likee wowwwww. I fucking don't know what to do now because it's like the second time he has done the same sucking thing.

Boyfriend

i feel really happy last night.

 i’m having long distance relationship. it really tough for us. we never met each other for more than a year. but, he take care of my heart and feelings really well. every single night, i can feel the love from him. he will text me everyday. even though we are busy wit our studies sometimes. but he will make sure that i know everything about his life. 

and last night. when BTS meal McDonald is launched. i said to him that i want it. without asking me, he ordered 3 BTS meal for me. i never ask him for anything. i don’t want to burden him because he still a student. but i know, his love for me is more than everything.

i love you more sweetheart

Love

Hi...
My days are going weird. 
I just completed a year with my boyfriend today. I love him. But sometimes it gets toxic kind of relationship. Whenever I fight with him I end up so depressed that now a days I pray that I should die because I am not able to handle the pain and hurt which is being caused. I have a problem of overthinking a lot!!!! I love him a lot but this emotional thing is making me mad. I have hurt myself physically a few times, I hate it I just it. It’s looks like crying has become my hobby. If I don’t cry for a day, the day is incomplete. I am selfish about him but I don’t want anything to happen to him, happen to us because I have been hurt a lot in pas by guys. 
After the last time I got hurt, I had gotten into hookups. Then I met my boyfriend and it’s been exactly a year today! I just wanna be happy!!! That’s what I am asking for. We both have anger issues. If I say if u have a problem leave me, he will say yes. I am scared of losing him but if he says the same I can’t say ok because he is not scared of losing me.  When I really love someone, why do I get such response always. Why m I the one who ends up crying. 
My academic life is not going well. I am trying for internships since months but no response, my peers have got internships in good companies but I feel like I am failing. 
I feel like I should start a new life with new people in a new place with no one else. 
It’s all about my boyfriend I think about! Only relations with him take a toss! 
I am an idiot I don’t deserve this. I hate my life now. Please!!!!!! 

Depression

Hey ... Hope you all are doing good..
Actually i don't know why people change when we start to like them , make them as our priority.
2 year back when i was in the college i made a friend . In starting, everything was good but then he started to liking me but i don't want to be in relationship because of my past experience so i said no we can be friends then everything was normal and okay but after some time i also started to liking him and on his birthday I said I like you but I don't want relationship as you know my past . he was okay with that now when college ends  he started business and it's kinda long distance but now when i said okay let's be in relationship he always be like no .."now things are different " and if i said that time then we could be but not know and i said okay let's meet and discuss then he refuses and on the same day he went on his ex's birthday . he always got angry on small things and taunt me every single time .
and sometimes i feel like he don't even respect me then i asked him that "do you still love me" he said "more than anything " but i can't be in relationship as i have my business and he don't even call me now ..
I have anger issues , i expect a lot , and i don't want him to do these things to me as it makes me cry , sad and i don't know 
may be it's all my fault  

Relationships

Hello! I recently got out of a long-term relationship. My boyfriend moved to the US for his higher studies. After a month he started asking for a break cause he was not able to give time to me. I was not okay with it and continued our relationship. After 2 weeks, on a video call, he confessed that he kissed a girl when he was drunk. I was not surprised, in fact, I got him to say it. He said that he was guilty and was beating himself up. That's when I took the courage and said him that I cheated on him too when I recently moved to another city last year. And few days after he left for the US, I met one of the guys I wanted to date but couldn't before my relationship. Now, this guy likes me and I had a thing for him before. We went for a walk and we kissed. I dint stop it. Later that day when I got home I received admit from the university(for which I was depressed for a month) my boyfriend is studying in. I was so happy that my boyfriend and I are going to the same uni, going to live together and whatnot. We have dreamed our entire lives ( I knew him since we were 17) for it and now I ruined everything. I know I am the bad guy here. But I love him so much and he does too. I broke his heart and he is never going to trust me again. I lost my appetite, I cant focus on anything, I am sleeping under the bed, waking up multiple times at night. I deserve it. I do. I have imagined so much with him. And whenever I open Instagram posts like Cheating = end of the discussion, gives me no hope. I realized what true love is but it's too late. I am the kind of person who never intends to hurt anyone. If someone is mad at me for something I wouldn't go to bed until I sort things out with them. But I have hurt the person who is so important to me. It is killing me to know that I can never be his. He is really a good person.  He told me that he will help me with my uni and stuff. He asked me if I was seeing someone for which I replied no and when I asked him, he said he isn't either. I said, "If we are going to have any slightest chance to get back together I don't want to do anything to hurt you. But if I find you doing it again I will make sure you'll never see me and the same goes the other way". To which he replied, "I don't know about the first but for the second part, I agree. If I start seeing someone I'll let you know." This is killing me. The idea of him with another girl, the life I saw with him, is not going to be mine. I was so dependent in this relationship. It hurts I am not going to be his main girl. Yes, I made terrible mistakes, I am a horrible person and now I am paying the price. 

Breakup

Had a very bad start from this year failed in my exam..and my boyfriend started treating me badly .. n he started distancing from me ...i fought a lot n cried but he didn't cared ... how to let go of a person you love so much...i decide one day to stay away and then again after some time i am talking to him...what to do to leave this attachment behind.. when ever i am angry on him i dial his number ...i don't know why but i fight n cry becoz i want him to feel the hurt. I feel weak  what to fo ? No friends to tell to 

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