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Harasees Kaur @amol

My anxiety has been killing me. It’s been worse since past few weeks. Therapy is not an option either (because of the hundred thousand dollar bills). Everything in my life is messed up to a level no one can even imagine. Not an exaggeration, just plain truth.
Some days I just feel like dying and putting an end to it. Other days, I make impulse decisions just to seek care and love. Ughh I hate myself and I hate god for being so unsympathetic to me and giving me a bs life!

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Gazal Kotharie @gazalkotha...

I’m so sorry! I’m here if you wana talk! Xo

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Harasees Kaur @amol

Thanks, I truly appreciate the gesture. I really wanna talk and connect; find a true friend. However, this connect feature shows unavailable in my region. Idk what to do….

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Everything…… I moved out when I was 14 years old to a new country (after my mom’s death). My dad got married twice after that, and each time I had no idea. I got to know all this every time I visited back India. And here, I have no one. I am alone, sometimes I struggle in getting the basic necessities of life. No, am not talking about money, I have it. But money doesn’t buy happiness. All the friends I made here, just used me for their own benefit. My family back home doesn’t give a shit if I live or die. Moreover, the guy I was in an LDR with for 2 years, had been cheating for more than an year, and I begged him a lot, over many months but he didn’t return. Now am done with trusting people, and am apparently depressed with this crippling anxiety. It might be because of my mom/ family/ breakup/ something else. I just don’t know……

Chris @boredaf123

You have a really troublesome past. You know you are really strong to have endured it so much. You should give yourself credit for that . If moving back to India and starting a new life here is an option, you should give it a try (im not asking you to go back to your parents house when they dont care, live on your own).
Start afresh. If therapy is possible, take it. Rely on others at times when you fall short. And know that you are much more stronger than what you seem to think of yourself. Reassure this yourself, it will help you get through life.
And dont worry about connect feature, i guess they will role it out for other regions in some time i guess.

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Harasees Kaur @amol

Thank you, I really appreciate it. I needed to hear this today❤️🙏🏼

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Glad to be of help

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Also i can see connect feature available to me, i can connect if you want.

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Hi,
I’m not sure if you believe in it but I tried it when I was in your situation and it worked for me. I have been lost and suicidal for a few years now and think taht my life is a waste and I’m a failure and ending it would be better.
Then I came across something called Access Bars. I tried it and it worked for me. I no more feel suicidal. Infact I’m getting back to my joy slowly. You should try a few sessions of it. Maybe it can work out for you too. You can check there site at accessconsciousness.com. or find out centres or practitioners of it in your city or town.
All the best. Take care.

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Harasees Kaur @amol

🙏🏼will try registering for a session, thank you!

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Harasees Kaur @amol

🙏🏼thanks, I will try my best to invest my energy in self care…. It will take some time but maybe one day……

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suraj kumar @008sr

Hey!! The first thing you should do is to stop expecting anything from anyone!! And this life is too short so better you take stand for yourself and start loving yourself!! Be strong

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Harasees Kaur @amol

❤️🙏🏼yeah true

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Harasees Kaur @amol

❤️🙏🏼Yes I will….

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