Mujhe uski yaad arai he yrrr ma kya kru meko koi chahiye please meko anxiety ho rahi he I need someone to talk

Hyyy how are you can we connect somewhere else

How about we keep it here for now. What do you want to talk about.

Anxiety

Is there anyone else jo har chiz se irritate hota ho like
 example:- randomly kisi k nails touch hojana 
Ya kisi ki sneezing se,
Koi zor zor se saas le toh ,
Koi subha subha apse bahut interaction karne ki koshish kare toh 


3am Thoughts

Jb s tujhse dur jane ka faisla kia h puch mjhse kya haal h tere bina baar baar kadm teri tarf badhte h tujhe firse apna bnane ko dil krta h fir yaad aate vo alwaaz jo rok kdm dete Hain lgta h kbi ego h yh kbi lgta h self respect to kbi mnn krta kuch na sochu bs tujhse mohabbat nibhau kya shi kya glt kuch smjh ni aa rha kya kru tere bina dil beichaan hain or na jane kyn kdm ni bdhaye ja rhe tune jo bola bhula ni ja rha kyn hr baar mein hi majboor hokr tujje hr glti k liye maaf krdu kyn tu kbi fasle kmm ni kr skta kyn dil dukhata hai itna ki sehan ni hota aise lgta hai tere sath rha ni jata tere sath hote hue dur jane ka mnn krta ki bhag jau or dur jau to jeena muskil kyn kynn mjhe kyn hona tha pyaar kyn bht beichaan hai dil 

Breakup

 4din se uska msg nii aaya tha to maine monday ko msg kiya to usne tuesday ko seen krke reply kiya raat me phir maine reply kiya uske msg ka  to usne thursday ko msg seen krke reply kiya hmesha boht late me reply krta h or hr baar ek aaisa msg krdeta h ki mai reply kru mujhe smjh nii aarha kya kr rha ye...mai wait krti rehti hu reply ka or ye mere mind ko khae ja rha😐 mai isko direct boldu kya itne late me reply kyu krta h baat krna hai to bol nhi krna to bhi bolde mai wait nhi krskti itna tere reply ka preshan ho chuki hu mai...ya jaisa chl rha chlne du kuch na bolu or maine socha tha maibhi uska msg ignore kru but maine glti se kl raat wale msg ka reply krdiya abhi😅 

Aaj abhi apni life ke bare me shuruat se likh rhi thi kaafi der ho gai likhte likhte hi laga ki wow mene itne emotional up and downs jhele he apni life me I am proud of myself. Fir mene college tak phuchkar chhod diya ki mere life ke experience ek post me nahi aaege abhi b me struggle kr rhi hu and I hope someday i will write my experiences in my autobiography or in a form of a book. Please wish me good luck for my good mental health with success. And yes apni nirasha ko durr krne ka ye bahut accha method h ki shuruat se sab likho apne aap ko jano ki ham kya chij h

Life

Life me depression kii kami nhi hai ,ek cricket dekh ke thoda acha lg raha thaa. Aaj usne bhii depression de diya. 😭😭

Depression

Kids : having gfs
Men: having relationships
Legends: stay single but related to breakup songs especially "kabir singh" and "ae dil hai mushkil".🤗

Affirmations

I have written something, Please let me know how is it. 


Aaj fir thodi becheni si ho rahi hai 
Jaise mano kuch kho gya ho 
Yeh dil ki kitaab aaj bhi tumhara paana khul ke baitha hai 
Jaise iss kitab ko likh kar hi manege
Par iss dil ko kaise samjhaun ki Kuch cheezien toh adhi adhuri hi Theek rehti hain
Kyu ki har kahani ko pura karne gye toh hum jeena toh seekh lenge par jee nahi payenge. 

-A
June 6th’23 


Thank you!!!! 


 


Ae zindagi teri baate b haseen hai tere khwaab b.... 

Teri soch b alag hai tere tarike hain nayaab b... 

Jiske lie karte the itni jaddo-jahat 

Wo sukoon-e-hawa bhi hai wahi Quran-e-pak b

Meri galtiyo ko to tune itna bada kr dia 

Ki mai sahi b rha or rha mai gustaakh b.....

Lekin tu kahan maanega dua to krta hu teri mai aaj b.... 

Nikaal de mjhe is daldal se 

Milwa de mjhe apne us pal-pal se 

Mai shayar hu mai kaayar hu hun mai kabhi bebaak bhi 

Anjaani un galtiyo ki saja ko bhi kar de muqarrar... 

Likh Mai hu Raavan, mai hu mithya mai hu dhokebaaz bhi....

Mere gunaaho ki fehrist hai lambi chal kr de ab insaaf b

Jaan leni h to wo b le le lekin jaldi kar mera kissa Saaf b

Mere gunaaho ka muqadama mai ladunga mat bna ab mera majak b...

Chal de de jo saja deni hai aaj mai amavas ka chaand hu ek din bnunga mai Aftaab b....

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