mothfakaaaa will always supports girl;s posts and will act as if they are gonna get 'em stars and moon bloody hypocrites and hooooooooorny dudes.

3am Thoughts

Continuous failure + low self esteem + Discomfort in doing +Not even a bit idea of what i have to do next + Loneliness + rejections + Bucks problem + Thinking about society + many more 
Idk how to deal with these problems of mine ?? 😫😫😫😫

Increasing COVID cases has made meeting new people impossible in my hometown ..
Feels like caged:(
Any ideas on how to meet and connect with new people during this shitty period:( ...
PS Insta and stuff have become more of a fake thing in this case !

Anxiety

Every thought of ours isn't meant to be heard. We are different from our thoughts.
We are nothing but radios broadcasting the thoughts we attune to.
I want to attune to a channel with static background noise. Almost like that of the universe. 

hey this is my first time using this platform but i rlly need advice
i dont hv the best relationship with my mom, but we love each others. she is a perfectionist and want the best for me, but she also has anger issues. she gets hella mad rlly easily at nothing. we've been going thru tough times, and as an only child, she gtends to take out the anger verbally, which i learned to not care about. i mean, how else can she express herself. 
but today was much more.
she doenst usually hits me, but sometimes she doies. most of the time its juts a slap, but today i was being stubborn, and i didnt want to back down from the argument. u can guess where this went. but its not THAT serious. i mean its just a few more slaps. but idk what to do. i mean, she expects me to be perfect, and i have no one to help me tell her that its impossible. sometimes i dont even want to continue living, cz i have no motivations. nothiung keeping me in line. i have so many moral values that i let go bcz i dont care at this point.
what should i do

Misunderstanding

One grammatical question ( might seem trivial one but nonetheless u try to answer)

Context - A gifts an expensive car to B,next day  while talking about the birthday party and how B' s reaction was A' s friend said -

" It must have been the best gift B has ever received "


Education

IF U HAVE A MINUTE THEN TELL ME THAT I KNOW DITCHES AREN'T GENDER BIASED BUT EVERYONE I AM WITH IS BETRAYING  ME LIKE FRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS OR ETC, BTW I KN HOW TO MANAGE THESE THINGS EVEN IDGAF BUT EVEN THEN HOW CAN I TAKE AN APPROACH TO SOLVE THESE KINDA ISSUES





Recently a boy approached me 
I knew he liked me....we exchanged our no. And we started as a friend bcoz of our similar interest in a field....he told me to take time and answer his proposal...but i think if we talk as friend...we will develop feeling....but this doesn't feel right for me ...as i think i m not ready for relationship.....but i m also confused 
Can someone help me ?

Relationships

One day an anonymous person texted my mom, asking if my father is home and stuff and my dumbass eight year old self thought it was suspicious and replied crap like "I am my father's first spawn, get the hell away from my mother you foul whore" and then my mom saw it a few minutes later and shouted "What if that person was a woman?!" Like, hell, that didn't change my mind. I just thought "Then that just means you're cheating with a woman ugh you dumbarse 🙄"

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